Things are on a slow pace now..

And this thursday's no lesson!! Yeah!!!

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after some thoughts it's decided - stick to original plan.

Photos uploaded! =D Enjoy!

Finally the musical performance is over and I can start attending my lessons on a regular basis!

Relatively eventful week..remember the Thai guy which I was saying over the facebook, the guy whom I met in kl while taking of the petronas towers at night? I've sent the photos to him and din mention anything to do follow-up..wat happened was that he actually wrote me an email of admiration towards me..I was like whahahahaha!! And super shocked too cos what he wrote in the letter..super scary..

Hmm..forwarded the email to AG and he laughed his head off. Cos the English is really terrible and we came to a conclusion that he must have used google translator to do the translation from Thai to Eng.

Gotten the letter of confirmation after my 2 years of contract..and i was taken back by the raise..gosh..

Internet at home is down and I gonna use my phone to blog..recently heard the new album by Olivia ong, like this song 'you and me' composed by dick lee..well can't deny his talent cos the music kinda suits her voice range..but then it seems to me that the music record is trying to transform her from a bossa nova singer to a commercialised singer..isn't a good sight to me..

But what about corrinne may? She's great voice and she composes and sings her songs..an excellent local singer who has been neglected locally..her songs have always touched my heart and many of them are healing songs..

Yoz..people..I'm back from kl..ok in fact been back since thurs..but was too tired to blog anything..

Will share more about my kl trip on my upcoming post..

Went for dinner with AG and 2 of his close friends just now..dun know why, I felt super stressed up and I kept quiet most of the time, listening to them talk..dun know I think I'm ver afraid that they will find me stupid if I were to make many comments..I dun know a lot of stuff and I love to listen..but I'm very scared that they will comment to AG or think to themselves of why AG will have such stupid gf..

And such thoughts frighten me a lot and I dun dare to express much..high ego I have and also low self-esteem in me..

But kinda told AG that probably next time I'll not go with him to attend their gathering..I have this feeling that they find me super quiet and boring... :( not sure if this is a right move but AG tells me that it's alright that I dun wanna go..

Seriously I've no idea why I can't talk in front of them..I can talk to AG, can talk to DLY, QL, LA, Ber,etc with ease..but just can't talk to AG's frens..sigh..... :(

sometimes I do question my own intelligence - am I stupid or smart? Or just trying to act smart when I'm actually dumb and ignorant?

In the airport now with my director..waiting to board the plane..quite nervous..

Hopefully I can go out after work then can start buying souvenirs and the stuff that I need there..haha..

Playing with my iPhone now..so bored of waiting... :p

wonder what does kl look like?? Is it Tat dangerous? Ha..

People please pray for my safety.. :p

Feeeling so nervous now....just finished packing and gosh..a lot of things to bring there..can't wait to have a lighter load when I come back..really nervous...

Suddenly I wish AG will be there with me in KL..he's more experienced than me..I'm like a mountain tortoise,like what AG teases me..haaa.. :p

I suddenly miss AG and my family...

Gotten my contact lens!! hahah..

was trying yesterday and dear me..it's so difficult to put them onto my eyes the first time!! the eyes will have this involuntary reaction to the lens..and I tried for about 30 to 45 mins trying to both lens..hahaha..and guess what?! they really do make my eyes bigger!!! hahahh..

shall put them on for the musical and when i meet ZJ they all...!! but dun know whether i look nice with contact lens.. =(

Leaving for official trip in 3 days' time..starting to feel very nervous..cos I gonna be very independent this time..have done Internet research to find places to head to at night and some precaution notes..think shall travel by taxi, not sure if my director wanna join me..if not I wanna go myself alone, to take some photos and buy stuff!

Nervous that I'm going overseas, scared that I might not be able to come back safely if I were to go to places alone,, excited that I'll be managing myself without friends and parents...arg a mixture of feelings..

Bringing my new toy overseas..going to take many night scenes there..and ha..will try to update photos when I'm there!

Think my parents are worried for me - my dad keeps asking me if I wanna bring this protection charm, that charm..not to go to dark alleys etc..it's their first time that their daughter will be traveling without ppl whom she is very familiar with..

Excited..nervous...excited..nervous...!!!!!