ARrRgggGGgG...
sth's wrong with me..
Rally wronge..
studei my sTeLe tset n realies tae it si no netx ntex MnO..!!! NTO tSI MnO..!!!
ADn nAd..
eM sTNoiGn AL..
(x_O)
wta's GoNg no Wfi eM..???
cPRA..!! ACRP..!!!
(T_T)
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
tiring week.. x_O
weekend's super busy..
Din have enough time to take any rest... T_T
Tuition on sat morning. Totally shagged, ended up myself not making for my 4 gd frens' gathering.. T_T
Duty in chinatown later on sat evening..
=) Finally, i had a case to attend to..!! A minor one, compared to the E case attended by my fren..
But still, it's a good experience. Long time i have not handled any case liao. Did feel a bit nervous initially. Really scared that the case will be a hip fracture one cos she's real skinny. Looks kinda fragile too. If goes by the concept of physics, the impact of fall (if a big one) may hurt her left hip as she fell right on it. By newton's third law, F=ma.
Ok,tat's CRAP. =p
Anyway thank goodness, it's not tat serious as i thought. Though she's still limping away to rest.
As wat my fren said, it's probably due to the rush of adrenaline in my body. After the case, i could still feel my legs are trembling a little. True, the adrenline rush needs to take some time to settle down. But of course, i believe strongly at that time while attending to the case, i know i din panick, but stay calm. PHEW...
Have not been having good sleeping habit recently. Still rushing over the sewing kit. Few hours of non-stop sewing.
My eyes swell with fatigue.
---- End of phase 1 ----
Realise Frankenstein has not been feeling happy these few days.
He told me he is the cause of the monster's downfall.
He told me he was tramatised. I could understand why.
A man filled with zest and bliss.
Now a man of paranoid and confusion.
Sigh.
---- End of phase 2 ----
"Welcome to the real world"
Someone said that to me once.
Disappointed?
Kinda disappointed.
Confused?
Very confused.
Paranoid?
Utterly paranoid.
Realistic?
Extremely realistic.
Detest it to the core.
"Welcome to the real world."
Din have enough time to take any rest... T_T
Tuition on sat morning. Totally shagged, ended up myself not making for my 4 gd frens' gathering.. T_T
Duty in chinatown later on sat evening..
=) Finally, i had a case to attend to..!! A minor one, compared to the E case attended by my fren..
But still, it's a good experience. Long time i have not handled any case liao. Did feel a bit nervous initially. Really scared that the case will be a hip fracture one cos she's real skinny. Looks kinda fragile too. If goes by the concept of physics, the impact of fall (if a big one) may hurt her left hip as she fell right on it. By newton's third law, F=ma.
Ok,tat's CRAP. =p
Anyway thank goodness, it's not tat serious as i thought. Though she's still limping away to rest.
As wat my fren said, it's probably due to the rush of adrenaline in my body. After the case, i could still feel my legs are trembling a little. True, the adrenline rush needs to take some time to settle down. But of course, i believe strongly at that time while attending to the case, i know i din panick, but stay calm. PHEW...
Have not been having good sleeping habit recently. Still rushing over the sewing kit. Few hours of non-stop sewing.
My eyes swell with fatigue.
---- End of phase 1 ----
Realise Frankenstein has not been feeling happy these few days.
He told me he is the cause of the monster's downfall.
He told me he was tramatised. I could understand why.
A man filled with zest and bliss.
Now a man of paranoid and confusion.
Sigh.
---- End of phase 2 ----
"Welcome to the real world"
Someone said that to me once.
Disappointed?
Kinda disappointed.
Confused?
Very confused.
Paranoid?
Utterly paranoid.
Realistic?
Extremely realistic.
Detest it to the core.
"Welcome to the real world."
Thursday, September 21, 2006
(-_-)
dun know why..these few days have not been in a greatest mood..
Probably the stress from the tests' doing all the tricks..
Too many things happened le.
Recently have been praying to God.
Prayin to Him to bless me with friends whom i can trust and get really be comfortable with.
Praying to Him to bless my the one that he can do well in law school so that he can have more time to spend time with me, other than studying (been meeting him just to study together).
Praying to Him to bless all my friends whom i trust and feel comfortable with.
Praying to Him that the friendship which i try my best to maintain will never change to the worst, but to the better.
Praying to Him for everything He has blessed and protected me. Cos i know He is always there for me.
But sometimes i just can't understand why people will change, often to the worst. People are changing not to trust others so much, resulting in some situations which hurt others' feelings. I can't understand myself either.
Frankenstein has changed ever since the day when he made the monster. He seems to shun away from Trust and leave the monster on its own destruction.
The monster used to be an innocent and good-hearted one. It trusted everyone around but cos of its appearance, it's being hurt. Badly.
It cried and I feel I could hear.
Maybe strong on the surface. But fragile inner. Just like a crab.
I pray that God will bless the monster, no matter how bad it will get in the future.
--- End (-_-) ---
Bought the "Princess hours" soundtrack. Great songs and music.
But dun know why, i feel like crying when i start to listen to them.
However, whenever i listen to these songs and music, i will talk to Him. He gives me the peace and comfort which i am yearning for.
Thank you, Lord. I love You lots. (",)
Probably the stress from the tests' doing all the tricks..
Too many things happened le.
Recently have been praying to God.
Prayin to Him to bless me with friends whom i can trust and get really be comfortable with.
Praying to Him to bless my the one that he can do well in law school so that he can have more time to spend time with me, other than studying (been meeting him just to study together).
Praying to Him to bless all my friends whom i trust and feel comfortable with.
Praying to Him that the friendship which i try my best to maintain will never change to the worst, but to the better.
Praying to Him for everything He has blessed and protected me. Cos i know He is always there for me.
But sometimes i just can't understand why people will change, often to the worst. People are changing not to trust others so much, resulting in some situations which hurt others' feelings. I can't understand myself either.
Frankenstein has changed ever since the day when he made the monster. He seems to shun away from Trust and leave the monster on its own destruction.
The monster used to be an innocent and good-hearted one. It trusted everyone around but cos of its appearance, it's being hurt. Badly.
It cried and I feel I could hear.
Maybe strong on the surface. But fragile inner. Just like a crab.
I pray that God will bless the monster, no matter how bad it will get in the future.
--- End (-_-) ---
Bought the "Princess hours" soundtrack. Great songs and music.
But dun know why, i feel like crying when i start to listen to them.
However, whenever i listen to these songs and music, i will talk to Him. He gives me the peace and comfort which i am yearning for.
Thank you, Lord. I love You lots. (",)
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
CooOoll..
First time ever.
First time ever I have studied so hard during this early period.
It's only test..!!!!!
And I'm already started to study real hard.
Chiong my books.
6 hours non-stop action.
COOL.
6 hours of studying concrete structure. Figuring out how figures are calculated, figuring out how to play with concrete.
50% into my head. (-_-)
Extremely tired now. Tomorrow going school and skipping my lectures.
Friday's hydraulics test - my hydraulics idol's test..!! WhooOo...hhaa..
Oh ya, forget to add this.
This morning, when i came out from my solid waste tutorial, i met my hydraulics tutor. He's my GIP interviewer too. Guess what?
He can still recongise me cos he smiled to me..!!!
AHHHhhHhh.. *faint* *faint*
I have to really do well for this subject. TRY not to be late for his tutorial.
----- End of phase one -------
Had a weird feeling encountered when i was sitting in mrt train from boon lay. Had a weird feeling that someone wanted to do something. Haa..but i shunned off. There's evidence of some obvious signs.
(-_-)
I have decided upon myself to never allow such thing happen. To me, such thing doesn't last long. I am getting pessimistic over such stuff.
(-_-)
First time ever I have studied so hard during this early period.
It's only test..!!!!!
And I'm already started to study real hard.
Chiong my books.
6 hours non-stop action.
COOL.
6 hours of studying concrete structure. Figuring out how figures are calculated, figuring out how to play with concrete.
50% into my head. (-_-)
Extremely tired now. Tomorrow going school and skipping my lectures.
Friday's hydraulics test - my hydraulics idol's test..!! WhooOo...hhaa..
Oh ya, forget to add this.
This morning, when i came out from my solid waste tutorial, i met my hydraulics tutor. He's my GIP interviewer too. Guess what?
He can still recongise me cos he smiled to me..!!!
AHHHhhHhh.. *faint* *faint*
I have to really do well for this subject. TRY not to be late for his tutorial.
----- End of phase one -------
Had a weird feeling encountered when i was sitting in mrt train from boon lay. Had a weird feeling that someone wanted to do something. Haa..but i shunned off. There's evidence of some obvious signs.
(-_-)
I have decided upon myself to never allow such thing happen. To me, such thing doesn't last long. I am getting pessimistic over such stuff.
(-_-)
I'm busy..more busy again..
BUsy again..
In fact, no, I'm more busy now.
Tests are coming.
hydraulics test this fri.
Concrete structure test next mon.
English literature project consisting of 1000 words next tue.
Water supply test next fri.
O_x
OMG..!!!
Really find it hard to breathe...
arg.....
This semester is really hard to get by.
Miss public duties.
But then I have things at hand.
Tuition jobs...
Studies...
Just these two are enough to keep me busy.. T_T
Anyway I am hired to be a part-time excursion tour guide for KFC's Chicky club's children. The person who contacted me for this job still remembered me as the Protex roadshow's hand-wash educator for kids. He still remembered me as the one who interacted with the kids in the wash-hand game activity. hhaa..me very happy..when i first heard it, I was in tamp mac. So went to the toilet to jump for joy.
Can't help myself. Me too happy.
First, cos initially, the working staff in the roadshow seemed to have underestimated my working ability. Well, cos i'm always looking that blur (can't help..i juz have that face). So i believe i really surprised them with the way how i managed to get the kids engage in that activity.
It's good to feel tat way. =)
In fact, no, I'm more busy now.
Tests are coming.
hydraulics test this fri.
Concrete structure test next mon.
English literature project consisting of 1000 words next tue.
Water supply test next fri.
O_x
OMG..!!!
Really find it hard to breathe...
arg.....
This semester is really hard to get by.
Miss public duties.
But then I have things at hand.
Tuition jobs...
Studies...
Just these two are enough to keep me busy.. T_T
Anyway I am hired to be a part-time excursion tour guide for KFC's Chicky club's children. The person who contacted me for this job still remembered me as the Protex roadshow's hand-wash educator for kids. He still remembered me as the one who interacted with the kids in the wash-hand game activity. hhaa..me very happy..when i first heard it, I was in tamp mac. So went to the toilet to jump for joy.
Can't help myself. Me too happy.
First, cos initially, the working staff in the roadshow seemed to have underestimated my working ability. Well, cos i'm always looking that blur (can't help..i juz have that face). So i believe i really surprised them with the way how i managed to get the kids engage in that activity.
It's good to feel tat way. =)
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Just rejected the interview for my school's GIP (Global Immersion Programme).
Just rejected the interview to go France for my next semester's industrial attachment.
Reason being? Personal reasons.
Calculated risk which I know nothing will turn out good just to pursue my dream of going France.
Still wonder my the one will be thankful and treasure me more for my this last-minute withdrawal from this programme.
Heard the programme is pretisgous. So after rejecting it, still feel kinda a little regretted.
But well, i try to take things at their stride. Afterall, this course has never been what i want to study.
If I were to be given a scholarship to go overseas to study medicine, at all costs, I will go.
But not for this. For my personal reasons, I faltered at the last minute on the day of interview.
The GIP interviewee, who is also my Hydraulics lecturer and tutor, asked me yesterday for the reasons of this sudden withdrawal. He looked kinda concerned but still he encouraged me to do well for exams. Sound kinda comforting to me. But then if I were to go for interview, I have this intuition that I'll be selected.
Anyway it's over. Dun wan think about it so much.
(-_-)
When this incident is over, it seems to me that a friendship has slowly disspated.
I have no idea why. Have an intuition that it's not positive.
Once again, I may learn something from this friendship.
(-_-) (-_-)
Just rejected the interview to go France for my next semester's industrial attachment.
Reason being? Personal reasons.
Calculated risk which I know nothing will turn out good just to pursue my dream of going France.
Still wonder my the one will be thankful and treasure me more for my this last-minute withdrawal from this programme.
Heard the programme is pretisgous. So after rejecting it, still feel kinda a little regretted.
But well, i try to take things at their stride. Afterall, this course has never been what i want to study.
If I were to be given a scholarship to go overseas to study medicine, at all costs, I will go.
But not for this. For my personal reasons, I faltered at the last minute on the day of interview.
The GIP interviewee, who is also my Hydraulics lecturer and tutor, asked me yesterday for the reasons of this sudden withdrawal. He looked kinda concerned but still he encouraged me to do well for exams. Sound kinda comforting to me. But then if I were to go for interview, I have this intuition that I'll be selected.
Anyway it's over. Dun wan think about it so much.
(-_-)
When this incident is over, it seems to me that a friendship has slowly disspated.
I have no idea why. Have an intuition that it's not positive.
Once again, I may learn something from this friendship.
(-_-) (-_-)
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Feeling slightly better..
Din study at all yesterday..hha..
It's Sindy's birthday..!!
Happy 21st birthday!! ^^
Only managed to meet them in the evening. And well, took some neoprints. ^^ haha.. =) think i look nice in those photos..whaa...
Went zhijia's house after dinner. Played with Cookie. He's very hyper.. O-o haha..always urging people to play with him..and his mouth is pretty wet, ending up my clothes smell of his saliva..haha..but he's grown. His head's getting bigger.
Haaa..
Anyway tried the hoola loop in her house. haha..finally i know how to do that..!!! yeah..!!! me so happy..cos initially hm was laughing real hard when she initially saw me playing with the hoola loop. The way i hoola was kinda hmmmm..funny...it's really funny..
hhaa...
Deciding to buy a hoola loop. so that i can practise at home. also, dun know why, i can feel my tummy go flatter.
Pyschological flattening?
Or physically flattening?
Haa..dun care la..i'll juz buy one!!! >_<
Din study at all yesterday..hha..
It's Sindy's birthday..!!
Happy 21st birthday!! ^^
Only managed to meet them in the evening. And well, took some neoprints. ^^ haha.. =) think i look nice in those photos..whaa...
Went zhijia's house after dinner. Played with Cookie. He's very hyper.. O-o haha..always urging people to play with him..and his mouth is pretty wet, ending up my clothes smell of his saliva..haha..but he's grown. His head's getting bigger.
Haaa..
Anyway tried the hoola loop in her house. haha..finally i know how to do that..!!! yeah..!!! me so happy..cos initially hm was laughing real hard when she initially saw me playing with the hoola loop. The way i hoola was kinda hmmmm..funny...it's really funny..
hhaa...
Deciding to buy a hoola loop. so that i can practise at home. also, dun know why, i can feel my tummy go flatter.
Pyschological flattening?
Or physically flattening?
Haa..dun care la..i'll juz buy one!!! >_<
Thursday, August 31, 2006
very tired. very stressed.
only until now, then i have some time to write my bloggie.
Recently, wat have i been doing?
study.
study.
study.
study.
I can almost feel I'm going to explode.
These few days, I have several occassions when i feel like crying.
Realise that i can't.
Have bottled up my stress for a long time.
Yet i dun know how to vent out this stress.
Did feel better after a badminton session on wed. But realise it hasn't removed all my stress..
T_T
i really wan to cry out..
I feel very terrible......
Recently, wat have i been doing?
study.
study.
study.
study.
I can almost feel I'm going to explode.
These few days, I have several occassions when i feel like crying.
Realise that i can't.
Have bottled up my stress for a long time.
Yet i dun know how to vent out this stress.
Did feel better after a badminton session on wed. But realise it hasn't removed all my stress..
T_T
i really wan to cry out..
I feel very terrible......
Monday, August 21, 2006
*faInT* *FaInT*
I wanna faint today..haha..
Saw one of my old pri sch friends today..!! ArgGGggGGg..
I wannna faint..
Almost fainted.
hhaa..met him in bedok central with a girl. If i am not wrong, that should be his girlfriend. Glad to know that he has met another girl. But this girl looks different from his ex. This one is more quiet-looking and less active. Looks more suitable for him..haa..but when he saw me, he got stunned there for a moment, making me stun there for a short moment too.
With a waffle in one hand.
A file in another.
And me chewing the waffle.
And I stunned there for a moment.
O_O arrggg...!!
*faint* *faint*
Lucky thing is that I wore better just now. Phew.... =P
He has slimmed down pretty much, compared to when i saw him in junior college (i entered the same sch as him, but different classes). And definitely, he's grown to be more good-looking. haa...he used to my eye-candy in my primary school's years..hhaa..his eyes are pretty nice. but the thing is that he never even greets me at all la.. -_- the same old him still..recognised me yet din acknowledge me.. -__-
HAA..
u may think i've strayed off..hahaa.. NO nO NOoo..I am still in great l_v_ (fill in the letters urself) ..whaahaa..though his eyes are smaller than this pri sch fren's, his have the voltage high enough to make me feel the electric shock...
Ah..!!! i'm electricuted..!! stay a few metres away from me..!! Ah..!! *shock* *shock*
Someone's going to have goose-pimples again. haha..
Saw one of my old pri sch friends today..!! ArgGGggGGg..
I wannna faint..
Almost fainted.
hhaa..met him in bedok central with a girl. If i am not wrong, that should be his girlfriend. Glad to know that he has met another girl. But this girl looks different from his ex. This one is more quiet-looking and less active. Looks more suitable for him..haa..but when he saw me, he got stunned there for a moment, making me stun there for a short moment too.
With a waffle in one hand.
A file in another.
And me chewing the waffle.
And I stunned there for a moment.
O_O arrggg...!!
*faint* *faint*
Lucky thing is that I wore better just now. Phew.... =P
He has slimmed down pretty much, compared to when i saw him in junior college (i entered the same sch as him, but different classes). And definitely, he's grown to be more good-looking. haa...he used to my eye-candy in my primary school's years..hhaa..his eyes are pretty nice. but the thing is that he never even greets me at all la.. -_- the same old him still..recognised me yet din acknowledge me.. -__-
HAA..
u may think i've strayed off..hahaa.. NO nO NOoo..I am still in great l_v_ (fill in the letters urself) ..whaahaa..though his eyes are smaller than this pri sch fren's, his have the voltage high enough to make me feel the electric shock...
Ah..!!! i'm electricuted..!! stay a few metres away from me..!! Ah..!! *shock* *shock*
Someone's going to have goose-pimples again. haha..
Saturday, August 19, 2006
busy..BUSy..liKe a BeeEzzz..
this is the first week when tutorials have started..
bussssyy..BuzzYyyyy..
already feeling the stress level in me on the first week of tutorials. also busy preparing my students for their tests and exams. T_T
me and my the one have started becoming couple muggers..hahaa..for him, i can understand. cos he has lotsa reading to do. Kanbatte..!!!
juz gotten a new tuition assignment. so in total,i have 4 students at all. One who is preparing her 'N' level exams.. x_o stress sia..
My prescribed elective is cool - "Music, Technology and Novel". Again it's english literature related. hhee..think i'll still prefer taking english literature to chinese literature. As i can express my opinions better in english, though my command of language is not very satisfying. For chinese, i could only write better in narrative works. Anyway, for this elective, i'll be studying "Dracula"and "Dogseater". Think i'll like these two works real lots.
my French language lessons are great too. Not easy to understand when my french teacher speaks too fast. But i love her voice - gentle yet brings out a level of artistic appreciation. Beautiful.. ^^ Well, motivates me to learn french more and better. haha..
but my this voice quality doesn't really suit specking french. japanese suits my voice more - more kawaii, u see.. hhaa..but well, i still love the french language and wanna speak it well.. =)
Miss playing badminton..feeling that i'm gaining weight again.. T_T
bussssyy..BuzzYyyyy..
already feeling the stress level in me on the first week of tutorials. also busy preparing my students for their tests and exams. T_T
me and my the one have started becoming couple muggers..hahaa..for him, i can understand. cos he has lotsa reading to do. Kanbatte..!!!
juz gotten a new tuition assignment. so in total,i have 4 students at all. One who is preparing her 'N' level exams.. x_o stress sia..
My prescribed elective is cool - "Music, Technology and Novel". Again it's english literature related. hhee..think i'll still prefer taking english literature to chinese literature. As i can express my opinions better in english, though my command of language is not very satisfying. For chinese, i could only write better in narrative works. Anyway, for this elective, i'll be studying "Dracula"and "Dogseater". Think i'll like these two works real lots.
my French language lessons are great too. Not easy to understand when my french teacher speaks too fast. But i love her voice - gentle yet brings out a level of artistic appreciation. Beautiful.. ^^ Well, motivates me to learn french more and better. haha..
but my this voice quality doesn't really suit specking french. japanese suits my voice more - more kawaii, u see.. hhaa..but well, i still love the french language and wanna speak it well.. =)
Miss playing badminton..feeling that i'm gaining weight again.. T_T
Saturday, August 12, 2006
badminton, fireworks, HMV
played badminton today.. T_T i played badly today.. sigh.. think i'm tired ba..
Reached esplanade to watch the fireworks with my the one..super crowded..then ended up him being annoyed. din really get a good view site. partly cos tat we reached there late. hmm..but i think next time round, i shall go there alone or with my friends. At that point in time, i juz remembered that he dislikes crowded places a lot. noticed his expression juz now, he doesn't seem to enjoy the whole thingy totally...But well, still, despite the poor view site, i could still see the high level fireworks, especially the finale. The fireworks were simply displayed like nobody's business..!! as if they have too much money to spend..hhaa...
But well, tat's what i love the last part.
Many yet ongoing with high pace. hhaa..
Went to HMV after the fireworks. Saw the 'princess hours' soundtrack album.. T_T have that great urge to buy..!!! T_T goodness me..!! but it's quite costly for me.. sigh... =(
Reached esplanade to watch the fireworks with my the one..super crowded..then ended up him being annoyed. din really get a good view site. partly cos tat we reached there late. hmm..but i think next time round, i shall go there alone or with my friends. At that point in time, i juz remembered that he dislikes crowded places a lot. noticed his expression juz now, he doesn't seem to enjoy the whole thingy totally...But well, still, despite the poor view site, i could still see the high level fireworks, especially the finale. The fireworks were simply displayed like nobody's business..!! as if they have too much money to spend..hhaa...
But well, tat's what i love the last part.
Many yet ongoing with high pace. hhaa..
Went to HMV after the fireworks. Saw the 'princess hours' soundtrack album.. T_T have that great urge to buy..!!! T_T goodness me..!! but it's quite costly for me.. sigh... =(
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
BORING DAY..
thReal boring day today..
Sigh..
Took 2 hrs of nap and watched 3 hrs of the korean drama "princess hours".
Initially wanted to go esplanade watch the singapore fireworks festival. In the end, made up my mind not to go le..
Going alone to watch the fireworks performance. think i'll tear in the end.
initially my the one told me that he's going pubbing with his orientation group mates.
Can't believe it's faster than i expect.
I expect one of the days, he will go such places.
Wat can i do? i can't do much. haiz..sooner or later, he'll change...
But i really want to go to watch the fireworks performance tonight badly. Did try to ask him whether he wants to go but he seems to shrug it off.
That's why even if i were to go alone, think i'll feel very down..wishing him to be there etc..
Should have asked lip yung to go with me, since he's bored today too..hhaa..
But well, my the one decided not to go pubbing. Cos he was asked to make a choice between pubbing and meeting me for breakfast tomorrow. not asked by me. I feel more relieved.
But then, there will be other chances when he will go pubbing.
I never like guys who go clubbing. That's why i'm very scared for him. Scared he will do something behind my back. But wel, juz realise he's wanting pub, not club..*phew*
Paranoid?
Yes i am.
Very paranoid when it comes to this.
So what to do? i juz let him go if one day he's going. For socialising.
HAIZ.
Sigh..
Took 2 hrs of nap and watched 3 hrs of the korean drama "princess hours".
Initially wanted to go esplanade watch the singapore fireworks festival. In the end, made up my mind not to go le..
Going alone to watch the fireworks performance. think i'll tear in the end.
initially my the one told me that he's going pubbing with his orientation group mates.
Can't believe it's faster than i expect.
I expect one of the days, he will go such places.
Wat can i do? i can't do much. haiz..sooner or later, he'll change...
But i really want to go to watch the fireworks performance tonight badly. Did try to ask him whether he wants to go but he seems to shrug it off.
That's why even if i were to go alone, think i'll feel very down..wishing him to be there etc..
Should have asked lip yung to go with me, since he's bored today too..hhaa..
But well, my the one decided not to go pubbing. Cos he was asked to make a choice between pubbing and meeting me for breakfast tomorrow. not asked by me. I feel more relieved.
But then, there will be other chances when he will go pubbing.
I never like guys who go clubbing. That's why i'm very scared for him. Scared he will do something behind my back. But wel, juz realise he's wanting pub, not club..*phew*
Paranoid?
Yes i am.
Very paranoid when it comes to this.
So what to do? i juz let him go if one day he's going. For socialising.
HAIZ.
Monday, August 07, 2006
school's started..!!
School's started..me so excited..!! ^^
Really eager to start a brand new school day..cos there's no lab session at all in this semester..!! haha..me so so happy..cos i dun have to have that evil idea of wanting to burn down all labs in my sch..
whahaa...
Reached boon lay's new bus interchange and my school's bus booth is extremely EXTREMELY far away from the mrt station.. o_O
Bad decision-making. Dun they know that this will only increase the 'skipping school' morale in us, the students? Well, cos they've just increased my morale. hee.. >_<
Not my fault...
As usual, late for the 0830 lecture. and of course, i give that "i can't be bothered to be punctual" face. hhaa.. =p
Realised my favourite lecturer teaching us waste water engineering..!! hah..me so happy..!! he's very very cute. Find him looking like Santa Claus. Dun know why i will have such idea. maybe cos he's a foreigner and he has a belly and he looks old..haha.. ^^ so ke ai..!!
My hydraulics lecturer is an interesting person too. He's not physically cute nor good-looking at all. But he can make the whole class listen to him, though there were times when i still dozed off. hhaa..like my this lecturer.. ^^
Realise there are many interesting lecturers around in my sch. There is one who looks like Yu Tian (a tawainese artiste), one who looks like Fei Xiang. I have one hydrology lecturer who has a hairstyle of Einstein and a pair of cute deep jiu wo. haha..
And one more..!! He's my favourite lecturer..!! ^^
To me, he's considered to be quite good-looking and a very good presenter. He used to teach my patch of yr 1 common engineering students nuclear physics. He's always looking very pleasant. I still remembered, I walked past him twice and he smiled at me TWICE..!! ^^ aaahhhh...got electrocuted by his smile..!! hhaa..but too bad, this lecturer's from EEE. o_o
Anyway today's my last day in kumon. Really excited cos i find myself getting bored of working there with little pay.
This semester's timetable is great. No lab. class ends early. Can learn French.
But need to go sch early everyday. 0830 everyday. o_O
Let me see which 0830 lessons to skip..
Really eager to start a brand new school day..cos there's no lab session at all in this semester..!! haha..me so so happy..cos i dun have to have that evil idea of wanting to burn down all labs in my sch..
whahaa...
Reached boon lay's new bus interchange and my school's bus booth is extremely EXTREMELY far away from the mrt station.. o_O
Bad decision-making. Dun they know that this will only increase the 'skipping school' morale in us, the students? Well, cos they've just increased my morale. hee.. >_<
Not my fault...
As usual, late for the 0830 lecture. and of course, i give that "i can't be bothered to be punctual" face. hhaa.. =p
Realised my favourite lecturer teaching us waste water engineering..!! hah..me so happy..!! he's very very cute. Find him looking like Santa Claus. Dun know why i will have such idea. maybe cos he's a foreigner and he has a belly and he looks old..haha.. ^^ so ke ai..!!
My hydraulics lecturer is an interesting person too. He's not physically cute nor good-looking at all. But he can make the whole class listen to him, though there were times when i still dozed off. hhaa..like my this lecturer.. ^^
Realise there are many interesting lecturers around in my sch. There is one who looks like Yu Tian (a tawainese artiste), one who looks like Fei Xiang. I have one hydrology lecturer who has a hairstyle of Einstein and a pair of cute deep jiu wo. haha..
And one more..!! He's my favourite lecturer..!! ^^
To me, he's considered to be quite good-looking and a very good presenter. He used to teach my patch of yr 1 common engineering students nuclear physics. He's always looking very pleasant. I still remembered, I walked past him twice and he smiled at me TWICE..!! ^^ aaahhhh...got electrocuted by his smile..!! hhaa..but too bad, this lecturer's from EEE. o_o
Anyway today's my last day in kumon. Really excited cos i find myself getting bored of working there with little pay.
This semester's timetable is great. No lab. class ends early. Can learn French.
But need to go sch early everyday. 0830 everyday. o_O
Let me see which 0830 lessons to skip..
Sunday, August 06, 2006
sch's starting..
school's starting tmr..
Pretty excited.. =)
Been having tough time at home..have not been laughing (including smiling) and crapping with my family for a very long time..often wonder whether my parents actually miss my jokes and non-sensical craps and laughters..
Sigh..dun care much le..
School's starting, giving me excuses not to go home for dinner.
Nowadays, i've been having tough time having dinner with them. I'm like a walking corpse.
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Will be going for Red Cross first aid duty's IMF. Feel like going.
There might have riots.
I dun care. That's what i want to be involved.
I'm crazy. probably. But i've been wanting to do this when i was back in HK last yr..
Wanna show my parents that i can take care of myself.
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During a recent gathering with my 4 very good friends, one of them posed a very good question.
"What do you think where you will be after 5 years?"
A question which i no longer have a definite answer to.
When i was in junior collage, i can still answer this question.
"Will be in NUS medicine. Saving people with the medical knowledge i hold dearly. Be a unique doctor to all my patients. Will be taking photos with all my patients. Will be......"
No longer now.
"Maybe i will try again for medicine course. Maybe i will go work as an engineering for 2 years. Maybe i will go NIE take up teaching. Maybe....."
Of course, I enjoy doing first aid duties. But so what? my family is not supporting me at all. my parents dun seem to understand what i actually like. They cannot understand why i like to go for first aid duties.
Arg..dun care liao..
I'm sounding terrible now again..
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Pretty excited.. =)
Been having tough time at home..have not been laughing (including smiling) and crapping with my family for a very long time..often wonder whether my parents actually miss my jokes and non-sensical craps and laughters..
Sigh..dun care much le..
School's starting, giving me excuses not to go home for dinner.
Nowadays, i've been having tough time having dinner with them. I'm like a walking corpse.
-------- (-_-) ------------
Will be going for Red Cross first aid duty's IMF. Feel like going.
There might have riots.
I dun care. That's what i want to be involved.
I'm crazy. probably. But i've been wanting to do this when i was back in HK last yr..
Wanna show my parents that i can take care of myself.
-------------- (-_-) (-_-) ----------------
During a recent gathering with my 4 very good friends, one of them posed a very good question.
"What do you think where you will be after 5 years?"
A question which i no longer have a definite answer to.
When i was in junior collage, i can still answer this question.
"Will be in NUS medicine. Saving people with the medical knowledge i hold dearly. Be a unique doctor to all my patients. Will be taking photos with all my patients. Will be......"
No longer now.
"Maybe i will try again for medicine course. Maybe i will go work as an engineering for 2 years. Maybe i will go NIE take up teaching. Maybe....."
Of course, I enjoy doing first aid duties. But so what? my family is not supporting me at all. my parents dun seem to understand what i actually like. They cannot understand why i like to go for first aid duties.
Arg..dun care liao..
I'm sounding terrible now again..
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
Great day..
Great day yesterday.. ^^
initially had a bad tummy ache in the morning. Visited the doctor and well, my stomach's okay. So i gave myself a good excuse to go cycling with lipyung they all..haha..
Cycling is fun cos it''s been a long time since i cycled. haa..met the Northland sec girls there'. they were having sec 3 camp and 2 of these girls recognised me.hhaa..
BBq in the evening. My the one came to attend the bbq and hahaa..guess what? He's the BBQ hero of the night..!! ^^ well, he helped to start the fire twice..!! hey, ppl, must thank him ah..hhaa..but i can't help much with the starting of fire. So, all i can do is juz stand by him, giving moral support and provided him as many welfare services to him as possible. whhaa..'think i'm going to be his personal missy..hahaa..!!! ^^
The chicken wings marinated by ys's mum was fantastic..!! I enjoyed eating them. But think cos my stomach's not fully recovered, i can't eat much too. Feeling nausea later on. Partly due to the marshed otah's paste being bbq...the look of the paste really disgusted me, and made me wanna vomit... x_x
hhaa..anyway the day was great and as for today..!!! i'm going to meet my 4 good good frens..!! haha..so happy..!! going changi village..!! wonder what's that place like...haha.. ^^
My parents're still not talking to me..almost a month of cold war soon..the longest war i've ever had to endure... T_T why can't they juz start talking to me first, esp my dad? is face that that important? -_-
initially had a bad tummy ache in the morning. Visited the doctor and well, my stomach's okay. So i gave myself a good excuse to go cycling with lipyung they all..haha..
Cycling is fun cos it''s been a long time since i cycled. haa..met the Northland sec girls there'. they were having sec 3 camp and 2 of these girls recognised me.hhaa..
BBq in the evening. My the one came to attend the bbq and hahaa..guess what? He's the BBQ hero of the night..!! ^^ well, he helped to start the fire twice..!! hey, ppl, must thank him ah..hhaa..but i can't help much with the starting of fire. So, all i can do is juz stand by him, giving moral support and provided him as many welfare services to him as possible. whhaa..'think i'm going to be his personal missy..hahaa..!!! ^^
The chicken wings marinated by ys's mum was fantastic..!! I enjoyed eating them. But think cos my stomach's not fully recovered, i can't eat much too. Feeling nausea later on. Partly due to the marshed otah's paste being bbq...the look of the paste really disgusted me, and made me wanna vomit... x_x
hhaa..anyway the day was great and as for today..!!! i'm going to meet my 4 good good frens..!! haha..so happy..!! going changi village..!! wonder what's that place like...haha.. ^^
My parents're still not talking to me..almost a month of cold war soon..the longest war i've ever had to endure... T_T why can't they juz start talking to me first, esp my dad? is face that that important? -_-
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Lessons of Love
hihi, people..!!
here's a little story to all of u, especially those who have been hurt along their way of life..
I apologise for the religious tone in this story, but the crux of this blog is to let you know something about life.
Anyway this is a good story, which i've actually gotten this from an email and had it printed out black and white. So that i could keep it in my wallet and read it whenever i see the need...
Lessons of Love
A ninety-one year old woman died after living a long dignified life. When she met God she asked him something that had long bothered her. If Man was created in God's image, and if all men are created equal, why do people treat each other so badly?
God replied that each person who enters our life has a unique lesson to teach us. And it is only through these lessons that we learn about life, people, relationships and God. This confused the woman, so God began to explain.
When someone lies to you it teaches you that things are not always as they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks people wear if you want to know their heart. And remove your own masks to let people know yours.
When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever. Always appreciate what you have, for you never know when you might lose it. An dnever, ever take your friends and family for granted because today is the only guarantee you have.
When someone inflicts an injury upon you it teaches you that the human state is a fragile one. Protect and take care of your body as best as you can, it's the only thing you are sure to have forever.
When someone mocks you it teaches you that no two people are alike. When you encounter people who are different from you, don't judge them by how they look or act; instead base your opinion on the contents of their heart.
When someone breaks your heart it teaches you that loving someone does not mean that that person will love you back. But don't turn your back on love because when you find the right person, the joy that one person brings will make up for all the past hurts put together. Times ten.
When someone holds a grudge against you it teaches you that everyone makes mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is to forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is the most difficult and courageous thing Man can do.
When a loved one is unfaithful to you it teaches you that temptation is Man's greatest challenge. be vigilant in your resistance against all temptation. By doing so you will be rewarded with an enduring sense of satisfaction far greater than the temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.
When someone cheats you it teaches you that greed is the root of all evil. Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty they may be. Do not feel guilty about your success, but never let an obsession with achieving your goals lead you to engage in malevolent activities.
When someone ridicules you it teaches you that nobody is perfect. Accept people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do not ever reject someone for imperfections ever which they have no control.
The woman's curiosity deepening, God once again began to explain.
When someone loves ur it teaches ur that love, kindness, charity, honesty, forgiveness and acceptance can counteract all the evil in the world. For every good deed, there is one less evil deed. Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often abused.
When you enter someone's life, whether by plan, chance or coincidence, consider what your lesson will be. Will you teach love or a harsh lesson of reality? When you die will your life have resulted in more loving or hurting? More comfort or pain? More joy or saddness? Each one of us has power over the balance of love in the world. use it wisely. Don't miss an opportunity to nudge the world's scale in the right direction.
- The End -
here's a little story to all of u, especially those who have been hurt along their way of life..
I apologise for the religious tone in this story, but the crux of this blog is to let you know something about life.
Anyway this is a good story, which i've actually gotten this from an email and had it printed out black and white. So that i could keep it in my wallet and read it whenever i see the need...
Lessons of Love
A ninety-one year old woman died after living a long dignified life. When she met God she asked him something that had long bothered her. If Man was created in God's image, and if all men are created equal, why do people treat each other so badly?
God replied that each person who enters our life has a unique lesson to teach us. And it is only through these lessons that we learn about life, people, relationships and God. This confused the woman, so God began to explain.
When someone lies to you it teaches you that things are not always as they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks people wear if you want to know their heart. And remove your own masks to let people know yours.
When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever. Always appreciate what you have, for you never know when you might lose it. An dnever, ever take your friends and family for granted because today is the only guarantee you have.
When someone inflicts an injury upon you it teaches you that the human state is a fragile one. Protect and take care of your body as best as you can, it's the only thing you are sure to have forever.
When someone mocks you it teaches you that no two people are alike. When you encounter people who are different from you, don't judge them by how they look or act; instead base your opinion on the contents of their heart.
When someone breaks your heart it teaches you that loving someone does not mean that that person will love you back. But don't turn your back on love because when you find the right person, the joy that one person brings will make up for all the past hurts put together. Times ten.
When someone holds a grudge against you it teaches you that everyone makes mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is to forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is the most difficult and courageous thing Man can do.
When a loved one is unfaithful to you it teaches you that temptation is Man's greatest challenge. be vigilant in your resistance against all temptation. By doing so you will be rewarded with an enduring sense of satisfaction far greater than the temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.
When someone cheats you it teaches you that greed is the root of all evil. Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty they may be. Do not feel guilty about your success, but never let an obsession with achieving your goals lead you to engage in malevolent activities.
When someone ridicules you it teaches you that nobody is perfect. Accept people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do not ever reject someone for imperfections ever which they have no control.
The woman's curiosity deepening, God once again began to explain.
When someone loves ur it teaches ur that love, kindness, charity, honesty, forgiveness and acceptance can counteract all the evil in the world. For every good deed, there is one less evil deed. Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often abused.
When you enter someone's life, whether by plan, chance or coincidence, consider what your lesson will be. Will you teach love or a harsh lesson of reality? When you die will your life have resulted in more loving or hurting? More comfort or pain? More joy or saddness? Each one of us has power over the balance of love in the world. use it wisely. Don't miss an opportunity to nudge the world's scale in the right direction.
- The End -
Friday, July 28, 2006
ahhhh chhOOoo chhOooo...
I'm sick..
very sick...
Caught a cold early in the morning..
Nose's running tremendously fast today... T_T
Despite my runny nose, i risked my life to go to the army market to help my buddy get some stuff..haha..hey fishiz buddy!! touched rite? hahaa... =p hhaa..but well, he's my buddy, so haa..i'll help him as much as possible, within my ability..hee ^^
back home after meeting my the one...face felt hot...
Had my body temperature...
uh-oh..i've fever.. x_X noooo...not at this time, pleasee.. T_T think it's not cold i've caught, it's flu...
arggggGG..!!!
I need to ensure i'll get well by tomorrow. i really want to go for the NDP preview. For the past 2 NDP shows, i din manage to watch the grand finale of the fireworks..!!! T_T why? cos i've to attend to cases during that period.. T_T ok, maybe u'll say..watch them from my house..NoooooOO..i dun wan..i wan watch from the stadium... hee..
Really hope everything goes on well tomorrow. Hope nothing goes wrong, especially on the red cross side. Sometimes i'm really tired of handling political stuff. Need to wreck my mini pathetic brain to weigh what ought to be done and said, and always lie LOW...
Have a bad feeling..i'm in high profile in RC now.. x_O arggg...
But i really hope i can get back home fast...early...i wanna make my parents eat their words that i can take care of myself and guarantee them that,"hey i''ve grown up le..."
But well, as u know, they'll always treat me like a kid.. T_T
Nose is still running..hope it's not running marathon though i know marathons' events are coming up...
I need to pray real hard tonightttt...
very sick...
Caught a cold early in the morning..
Nose's running tremendously fast today... T_T
Despite my runny nose, i risked my life to go to the army market to help my buddy get some stuff..haha..hey fishiz buddy!! touched rite? hahaa... =p hhaa..but well, he's my buddy, so haa..i'll help him as much as possible, within my ability..hee ^^
back home after meeting my the one...face felt hot...
Had my body temperature...
uh-oh..i've fever.. x_X noooo...not at this time, pleasee.. T_T think it's not cold i've caught, it's flu...
arggggGG..!!!
I need to ensure i'll get well by tomorrow. i really want to go for the NDP preview. For the past 2 NDP shows, i din manage to watch the grand finale of the fireworks..!!! T_T why? cos i've to attend to cases during that period.. T_T ok, maybe u'll say..watch them from my house..NoooooOO..i dun wan..i wan watch from the stadium... hee..
Really hope everything goes on well tomorrow. Hope nothing goes wrong, especially on the red cross side. Sometimes i'm really tired of handling political stuff. Need to wreck my mini pathetic brain to weigh what ought to be done and said, and always lie LOW...
Have a bad feeling..i'm in high profile in RC now.. x_O arggg...
But i really hope i can get back home fast...early...i wanna make my parents eat their words that i can take care of myself and guarantee them that,"hey i''ve grown up le..."
But well, as u know, they'll always treat me like a kid.. T_T
Nose is still running..hope it's not running marathon though i know marathons' events are coming up...
I need to pray real hard tonightttt...
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
not a bad day afterall.. =)
Not a bad day today..
mum's talking more to me. hmm..a few instructions. Still a baby's step..
my student din pass her a maths test..!!! arg..!! T_T DEMORALISED LA...!!!
celebrated anniversary with him juz now.. ^_^ wow..i've been with him for a quite long time.. =) but i still like being with him though he's a little 'woody' and not very sensitive..haha..but well, there are important factors in him which i like.. whahhaaaa...
So mushyy...!!! arg...!!!
Anyway hopefully can play one more session of badminton this week...wanna try out my new racket..!! and oh ya, forgot to tell u all something..!!
yesterday, me paired up with my the one to play a match with lip yung n his friend.
The match's initial results - me vs lipyung : 0 - 11
Later, dun know wat had happened..my the one juz scored like nobody's business...
me vs lipyung : 11 - 11 odd.
=) cool rite?
and of course, close match..
and finally my side has won...!!!!! with the results 15 - 13 !!!!
yeah yeah yeah yeah..!! can't imagine can catch up so much...all efforts credited to my badminton hero - the one..!!! hahaa... ^^ =P
but i realised something. everytime when i compete against my the one, i juz cannot perform well. But when i compete against people like lip yung, hahaa...i'm highly motivated and juz feel like smashing the ball at him...since i've learnt how to smack ( haa..though still not good ^^)
hhaaha..dun know why la..maybe i get electrocluted by my the one..whahhaa
mum's talking more to me. hmm..a few instructions. Still a baby's step..
my student din pass her a maths test..!!! arg..!! T_T DEMORALISED LA...!!!
celebrated anniversary with him juz now.. ^_^ wow..i've been with him for a quite long time.. =) but i still like being with him though he's a little 'woody' and not very sensitive..haha..but well, there are important factors in him which i like.. whahhaaaa...
So mushyy...!!! arg...!!!
Anyway hopefully can play one more session of badminton this week...wanna try out my new racket..!! and oh ya, forgot to tell u all something..!!
yesterday, me paired up with my the one to play a match with lip yung n his friend.
The match's initial results - me vs lipyung : 0 - 11
Later, dun know wat had happened..my the one juz scored like nobody's business...
me vs lipyung : 11 - 11 odd.
=) cool rite?
and of course, close match..
and finally my side has won...!!!!! with the results 15 - 13 !!!!
yeah yeah yeah yeah..!! can't imagine can catch up so much...all efforts credited to my badminton hero - the one..!!! hahaa... ^^ =P
but i realised something. everytime when i compete against my the one, i juz cannot perform well. But when i compete against people like lip yung, hahaa...i'm highly motivated and juz feel like smashing the ball at him...since i've learnt how to smack ( haa..though still not good ^^)
hhaaha..dun know why la..maybe i get electrocluted by my the one..whahhaa
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
feeling better..
feeling better..after the game of badminton..
haha..also listened to one particular Christian song..i feel better..
My buddy FINALLY msg me..hahaa..i feel better too...
My badminton racket is getting a re-string make-over..!! i feel better too..!!!
Wilson taught me smacking skill today..!! master a little but not enough..haha..cos my arm strength is still not good..so haa..me going to start doing push-ups again. Actually Anh taught me before but i juz cannot get it right. But also of course, my footpath is refreshed again. Still not familiar with it..hmm..going to train myself more on it..
hhaa
My racket is getting a re-string and i'm really excited...!!! my tat one brought me to the right shop and i learnt a lot more from the shop owner. He's a badminton player from malaysia. And i believe he's a professional one..haha..
One of the days, i'm going to get a new one. A better one. hahaa..
^^
haha..also listened to one particular Christian song..i feel better..
My buddy FINALLY msg me..hahaa..i feel better too...
also my buddy had consoled me well and i feel better..
My badminton racket is getting a re-string make-over..!! i feel better too..!!!
Wilson taught me smacking skill today..!! master a little but not enough..haha..cos my arm strength is still not good..so haa..me going to start doing push-ups again. Actually Anh taught me before but i juz cannot get it right. But also of course, my footpath is refreshed again. Still not familiar with it..hmm..going to train myself more on it..
hhaa
My racket is getting a re-string and i'm really excited...!!! my tat one brought me to the right shop and i learnt a lot more from the shop owner. He's a badminton player from malaysia. And i believe he's a professional one..haha..
One of the days, i'm going to get a new one. A better one. hahaa..
^^
Saturday, July 22, 2006
busy day today...
had a real busy day today..tuition in the early morning..and another one in the afternoon.
Travelling from Pasir Ris all to the Serangoon just for tuition. Ended up myself having no lunch. Basically, i din eat much for almost the whole day.
Haa..can't help it. I'm a workaholic. =p
Bad feeling's coming up in me again. Have a bad feeling i'm losing one friend. Again...sigh......
I really guess I have to learn to reject. Just dun wan myself ending up in a sad mood again...a mood of expectation yet disappointment...
I want to talk to God again. Need to ask Him a few questions. Hope He will show me the way to acceptance and enlightment..
Wonder how are my buddy and Anh have been doing. Din hear anything from them. Dun know whether my buddy has come out from his BMT cos been seeing a few army guys booking out n walking around in Pasir Ris and reminded me instantly of my buddy. He hasn't given me his band's music album -.-
Dun know when Anh's coming back. School's starting soon and he seems not to be back from Vietnam. -.- me wan play badminton with him. Feel like asking him to play with lip yung an wilson when there's a chance. haa...
sigh..siGh..SIGH...
I wanna speak to God again.
Travelling from Pasir Ris all to the Serangoon just for tuition. Ended up myself having no lunch. Basically, i din eat much for almost the whole day.
Haa..can't help it. I'm a workaholic. =p
Bad feeling's coming up in me again. Have a bad feeling i'm losing one friend. Again...sigh......
I really guess I have to learn to reject. Just dun wan myself ending up in a sad mood again...a mood of expectation yet disappointment...
I want to talk to God again. Need to ask Him a few questions. Hope He will show me the way to acceptance and enlightment..
Wonder how are my buddy and Anh have been doing. Din hear anything from them. Dun know whether my buddy has come out from his BMT cos been seeing a few army guys booking out n walking around in Pasir Ris and reminded me instantly of my buddy. He hasn't given me his band's music album -.-
Dun know when Anh's coming back. School's starting soon and he seems not to be back from Vietnam. -.- me wan play badminton with him. Feel like asking him to play with lip yung an wilson when there's a chance. haa...
sigh..siGh..SIGH...
I wanna speak to God again.
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