Things seem to have straightened out between me and my parents. I dun know...I really hope things will work out well...I'm really scared if my parents rejected or disapproved or AG backed out...And it seems that it's only then when I learnt about my parents - they never say things outright, they love to give hints and expect me to be very alert and catch their hints.

There are many times when I really hope my parents can converse in English and have friends in Singapore, so that they can interact with other local parents friends to find out how they manage their child having BGR.

I am worried and nervous...worried that I might get "cheated" and in the end all dun work out after probably years of efforts and patience. I like AG and his family a lot..He makes me feel very comfortable and I enjoy every of his company..But I dun want the same thing to happen again..

Scary ah? Somehow probably ladies know this - they are depreciation items.

Anyway I just keep my faith in my prayer..and just try my best to be a dutiful middleperson.

But I'm really glad and appreciative that AG is willing to try out to get to know my parents more.

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Watched the movie "Julie and Julia". Simple but lovely plot. Finding what you really want in life, and doing what you love in life. And also having a very supportive and loving husband to support what you love to do in life.

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Feel very tempted to learn golf. AG has been picking up golf recently and from his description, really tempts me to pick up the sport. I will call it a quiet and solitudary sport. If stressed, can go there alone and keep hitting hundreds of balls into yards..hahha..

And I wanna learn horse riding. But the lessons are super expensive......... (o_o) and also not practical, who in the earth will ride a horse in the expressway now?! hahah.. oops ..

Somehow, it seems that I love to take up many things - dancing, photography, painting, golf, horse riding, etc...hahaha..

Hmm....Jack of all trades, master of none?

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