Been reading this book's "The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho..

Find this paragraph pretty inspiring and optimistic:

'"No,"the alchemist answered. "What you still need to know is this: before a dream is realized, the Soul of the World tests everything that was learned along the way. It does this not because it is evil, but so that we can, in addition to realizing our dreams, master the lessons we've learned as we've moved toward that dream. That's the point at which, as we say in the language of the desert, one 'dies of thirst just when the palm trees have appeared on the horizon.'

"Every search begins with the beginner's luck. And every search ends with the victor's being severely tested."'

think i'm too stressed up recently..been reading this book for some spiritual inspiration and some formulae-getaways..spending my sleeps in the living room..and dreaming of hydraulics formulae at nights..dreaming of talking soft-toys...having the same nightmare...!

ARG...!