feeling very bored..of all the studies..

realised that there are so many things to read up..environmental hydraulics, surface water quality...human anatomy.... (T_T)

maybe gotten kinda affected by the test results...sometimes really feel like giving up...

sigh......................................................................

sometimes get really affected by what kind of job i'll be able to get...the only job which i dun wan to get currently is as a teacher...not at this time..dun wan to be tied down by the responsibilities of education so soon...

u may say..as a tcm practioner..hmm..tat'll be like 7 yrs plus later? besides tat, i'm not intending to open a clinic immediately after my tcm degree graduation..i wanna work as a volunteer in my sch's hospital first, to accumulate more medical experiences...

sigh...................................................

i'm really bored....bored of all the stupid notes......i miss literature...at least i could read the subject like a story book...and say the quotes like a drama actress...hahaa..

and i'm bored of hearing my parents keep telling me tat i must know how to do this, how to do tat..so that in the future i will not have many problems with my husband..but what's the whole point now?!.....how to have a husband when i'm not even attached...?! of course, you may say juz in case..to prepare myself...

ahhhh...craps la.........

sigh...but i'm really bored now.....

play sim city4 as a form of my resting period...i even watched a quarter of "Forrest Gump" movie...haha..i love the first part of the movie..love the opening music...love the filmography...love how the plot's carried out...love the oldies which have been selected for different scenes...n i realise what could be the possible reasons of putting the scene to be in Alabama...if i'm not wrong, it's one town where there used to have quite a serious racial discrimination...the history's somewhat related to what i've studied before in "To Kill a Mockingbird"...

but i'm really really very bored noww.......................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

i dislike studying for the sake of examinations...if it's for tests, i could still accept it partially..hhaa....

sian sian sian sian sian sian sian....

can't wait for exams to be over...but then again...got nothing much to do after exams..besides going to sch for lab....
still deciding whether i should go for a volunteer camp...

ah....crap crap crap crap crap.............. (-_-)