heelllooo hello there...

well, been busy with work as usual..seems to me that this year's the busiest among my working years.

seems that there might be a change awaiting me..my division deputy director approached me to discuss for a change..i know what i want, i make the request, and gonna see how it goes. but i want to accomplish my few big things while i am still in my current work scope. i wanna make a big positive change in my work before i leave.

recently been trying to create the room for changes, but seems that it is still not working for me. i think i know what i am good at or weak in, what i want in my life, in my career. i just need to keep trying.

I'm seeking for a lifelong character development, so that it can get me ready to achieve my life goals.

i need a break no matter what. a vacation overseas. somehow i wanna travel overseas on my own, it smells independence, freedom and adventures. i might meet the most interesting people and probably dangerous people. but if i can take this kind of risk, no doubt i should be able to handle any big change i wanna make in my life.

i kinda miss my mini travel photography, be it local or overseas. i can just go wherever i feel like going, stay put as long as i wish to, without feeling any external pressure.

i have business plan in my mind, but i know my current character development is not up to the capability yet. sigh, but who is willing to take the leap of faith in giving me the chance to expand my development room?

Study for this semester is a total craze.

I am still not giving up, but keep on trying until I get it. Hhaa..not really in a mood to blog recently..been very busy with work, and work is piling but i keep feeling i need a break from work, even if it's just for a day. i did take a day time-off today, a work breakaway, and immense myself in books. Preparing for my exams which will commence in first week of june. This semester's exams spread over 2 weeks, i know i can't afford to take full-day leave for the entire 2 weeks. so need to start studying right now. Gambatte!