Hmm..hhaa..hmm..think i'm depressed.

again.

haha.. hmm..

Just finished watching "200 pounds beauty" over youtube. =p

very touching movie. feel like crying... (T_T)

maybe i am really tired now. so tired that i got myself depressed.

sometimes, i just wish i will just faint out of extreme fatigue, and landed up myself in the hospital for days. or maybe not, just rest at home.

actually, to think about it, i really have no much idea of why am i working almost 24-7.
i only know only when i get myself busy with work, i can have the excuses of not going out with any guy friend (as in those 1-1 outing). Get myself tired, then i find myself wanting to rest at home, rather than to go out.

but of course, for my good friends, no matter what, i will still try to squeeze out time for them. hee...

dun know whether i am over-working myself. but i know, when my next semester starts, i know i am going to over-work myself.

but well, i dun care so much now. i just try to exercise more, and slim down more, so that i will find myself more confidence in wearing clothes. get myself vainer than before, and prevent myself from getting committed to another relationship. haha..

you know about the song "way back into love", the theme song for the movie "music and lyrics"? Yeah, that's what i have been feeling all along now, about relationship.

i dun mind over-working myself, cos at least i dun have the time to recall things which i dun want to be reminded.

call me crazy, or whatsoever, i dun care.

i only want to tire myself out.