Can't sleep now. Too nervous for Saturday morning flight.

Besides attending the conference, will be going to Grand Canyon with my boss..haa..and AND I've booked for skydiving..AWesomme!!! hahaa..will be going for that without my boss, but it's alright..! =) I'm feeling very nervous for that too..

and last but not least, for my last day in US, I've booked a domestic flight to visit San Francisco for sightseeing! Flying from Las Vegas to Oakland, then shall take a BART service to San Francisco, intending to grab the limited amount of time to go to Golden Gate Bridge, fisherman's wrath, pier 39, etc, taking photos..feeling very nervous for this trip, as i'll be travelling all by myself - it's a test to myself to learn to be more independent, and yes, probably fulfilling my dream to travel overseas alone.

The more I think about it, the more I want to work in an environment which allows me to travel overseas constantly and yet i can always take that chance to take a break..sigh, guess this is everyone's dream job...

I can feel that this trip is going to be a good substitute of my graduation trip which I never get to fulfill after my final year exam.

My 1st bro has left for japan for his studies..the house does feel quieter and awkward in a way. Just for tonight, i have to sms a list of my parents' nagging to him. haha...can't wait for his internet to be up and my parents can spend the time in front of the webcam nagging at him..

whahahaa...

Upon reflecting on my life so far, I realise I've been slogging like a mad cow and I've missed many opportunities to take a good break.

I dun know why I'm feeling a little down now. guess i really want to have a good long break, which i guess that'll be when i retire.

Think i wanna skip my class tmr and head home to continue packing my luggage..i seriously need some break away from school - 4 days a week can be a torment at times when you realise you never have any time for yourself.

Exams in end nov - oh my goodness....

Finally it's Friday!! =D

Saw one of my TJ classmates' post over FB. Wow, he actually wrote a book and it is now being published for public sale. Went to look at his blog - very well written.

So just wanna his blog with all of you, and if interested, get the book. haha..quite unofficial publicity for him.

www.alittlenudge.wordpress.com

Thank God it's Thursday..Been feeling extremely tired for the week.

Starting to get excited over my official trip! Going to stay one more day after the conference and it's going to be all by myself while my boss will be leaving on that day.

I can't believe myself that I actually gave a piece of my mind to AG last night over a matter. Hmm..actually to most of you will definitely find it ridiculous, even when I'm reflecting right now, i feel the same way too. But I was really upset about it last night.

Am really glad that AG was very tolerant to the tantrum I threw last night. I did explain to him last night that I was doing this now cos I didn't want to have this matter hidden and snowballed within me, and I didn't throw this matter out in any event we were to argue over other un-related matters.

Felt kinda guilty this morning..i felt i was like a crazy lady, or paranoid..or i dun know..after self-reflection, i felt super embarrassed and guilty about my behaviour and mood. Then again, i felt a lot better after trashing it out to AG.

Very contradicting of me...

Friday tomorrow!!! Another dinner eat-out with family tomorrow!! =D Sizzler...!!!!! =D

Yeah, the photos are out!! With courtesy by ZJ..

Under dim lighting, I like this make-up..haha..

Some time ago, after the make-up lesson with ZJ they all, went to Esplanade with AG for Baybeat Festival. His childhood friend forms a rock band and the band was invited to perform! Very good band - love the vocal..and to my surprise his friend is pretty academically outstanding as well. Wow.

Anyway quite challenging to shoot under that changing range of lighting. My techniques are still noobish..but it's alright, motivate me to do better for other events!

Got quite stuck choosing the 2 photos as below. Not sure which one looks better.

Been a great weekend spent with AG =)

He brought me to ECP for a mini night pinic on Friday after I've finished my clinical attachment..and he actually played our song...whahhahaha..sounds super lame to me, BUT somehow it just feels super sweet...as usual I could not help giggling away when he actually played the song..whahaha..but he's very sweet to celebrate our late anniversary..

Went to hit the golf course together with AG on Saturday. I love playing golf with him =)
This time, I hit better, but still need to be more confident in hitting the ball on grass.

Sunday, another great relaxing Sunday. =) Slack around and Paige peed in the house cos she couldn't hold on just for that one minute to let her out for a pee..AG and I went to hit the grass range to improve on our skills..and finally dinner.. =)

My throat seems to get better now, went to see the doctor on Thursday after realising that I dislike the discomfort of my throat which was affecting my work performance.

Oki, work tomorrow..sigh..but it's a short week, yeah..!! can't wait for the end of Thursday =D