Finally my ppt slides have been cleared and submitted up. Mixture of feelings - hope that I do not need to present on that day and hope I can present it well.

5 minutes, 20 slides, with a team of directors and CE staring at me. Most afraid of CE.

If I can get past this well, think there will be nothing i will be afraid of.

Can't wait for Monday to end. I seriously need a good break from that stress. I know for this round, I am not coping very well. But well i know myself and in any future i know how to handle such. =)

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Been thinking a lot recently. I realise I love the feeling of being a loner at times, love the feeling of having control of my time and the things I want to do.

Yet I will still want to catch up with the few groups of friends.

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Ever since I'm back from the states, i realise the feeling of travelling overseas..travelling alone..travelling at san francisco alone is an adventure - i love it. I have only myself to blame if I screw up the travelling plan. i may not be skilled at photography but i love taking snapshots of what i see and feel.

Can't wait for my next year's travelling plan - wanna head down to japan to meet my bro.

And i still wanna head to europe - when i was at vegas's venetian and caesar's palace, i am totally awed by the architecture. wanna go to europe to feel the arts and the architecture.

and oh ya, being able to be at the golden gate bridge in SFO is a great experience. the engineering and the architecture..awesome..i can feel the firm structure of the bridge, the vibration coming from the fast-speeding cars travelling on the bridge...the experience is totally breath-taking.

Been trying to edit the ppt slides..it's crazy..

and started to have a lot of backlogs..gosh, i can feel myself unable to manage at all..think even my boss starts to notice all the outstanding items.. hmm..this is not good..but really hopefully by tomorrow i can clear majority of the backlogs..

Sigh, still waiting for clearance of ppt slides from my director.. Monday is the ppt... =s

And next week may be a better week! Am "specially selected" by HR to be in the pioneer group to attend one pretty popular training course which they are intending to roll out to all executives..they are pretty good with words - "specially selected"..aha..but it does make me feel good and important in a way. ahhaa..

Have not had the time to go range..i kinda miss playing golf. =(

I'm back!!! Hmm..ok, i'm back a week ago. Haa..

Haven't been managed to blog..once i'm back to singapore, there i am preparing the trip report and the slides. gotta present to the senior management.. =s

sigh, been feeling extremely tired and not looking forward to present slides to the smm, though i have just completed editing the slides after presenting them to my director on wed and receive feedback and suggestions to improve on the slides. think the slides are looking good, and now clearing with my boss..hopefully the slides' content will be able to address the concern.

Did a presentation to a group of pri 4 to 5 kids on thursday morning..they were all so cute and lively..!! had a lot of fun interacting with them. and during that time, i wish the smm will be as lively as them. had sat in their meeting once and the atmosphere was horrifying. stressful to the max.

the week has been a havoc, lotsa things which require my attention.. sigh..

have not edited the photos which i took in the states yet, so still need some time to upload them on FB.

This time preparing for exams is not going to be easy for me. there's a clash of leave between my officer and mine, he needs to go overseas to attend a family matter and my boss needs either one of us need to be able to cover each other. so lucky thing my boss is understanding - during that exam period, she allows me to take afternoon half day leave so that at least i have half day to prepare for my exam. which means i can start studying for exam now.