back again

=) it's not over after all.
We are back together again. ^_^
i'm very glad. in fact, after today's conversation, i feel i have more faith in this relationship. i can really see he really treasures me a lot, a lot as he is willing to scarifice n overcome his fear of getting married. he can't guarantee me but at least, he tells me he's willing to change.
and it's not just this, from the whole conversation with him this morning, i can feel very strongly that he really treasures this relationship a lot and is really willing to put in the effort to maintain it. And what really makes me want to go back to him is that he is really steadfast in this relationship. To me, it's very rare to find such a man in this world now. but one thing is also that, i really like him n i really dun know where to find such guy, especially in NTU's engineering..awhahaaaa...sorry.. =p
anyway frankly speaking, i really cannot find any clue where to find such guy..hee..mine's one in a million..hahaaa.. ^_^ so today, i more or less know and have more faith in this relationship.
i'm really lucky and i dun wanna lose him just because of some stupid reasons i've given to myself n others before.
Well, still, i can't take this for granted. i've to try my best to maintain it well n wisely. still, i need a lot of guidance about this guy n girl thingy. i realise this is stupid confusing n complicated. Wonder is there any book which writes about wat men are actually thinking when they interact with girls........