yeah...!! I've still have one more important paper - Literature!! WOW..!!! =p
hmm..basically think all the papers are alright..neutral feelings towards them but hopefully i do pass them all well...hmm..kind of worried actually..hehee..
Well, now's left my literature paper n i have high expectations on it..intending to score 'A' for it.. =D hmm..hopefully can do it again this time...but i manage to get 'A' for my class test, so er, this paper should be manageable, i think..hehee..cannot let myself down cos i scored A1 for my 'O' level's literature...cannot lose face ah...aahahaa... =p
well, anyway going to join the voluntary Adult Division in Red Cross n also i'm going to join Singapore's Cancer Foundation to help children afflicted with cancer..hmm..wanna to do voluntary work badly, really...dun think i can do anything much to serve the public in st john..so hmm ya..wanting to become a play personnel to the children in KK's hospital..hhee..think i'll be happier there, helping to remove the pain and suffering from the kids. Also, think it's also one channel where i can fulfil my dream - giving hopes to people's life... =)
I know i'm going to be really happy there though i think i'll see the saddness of life there - death...
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
whahaa...
whahaha...well, my hypothesis is right..so dennis should be feeling much better... ^_^
hmmm..sound quite dumb of me right? feel so happy cos i've one less person whom dennis thinks he likes me..well, kind of happy la..cos i've told dennis about my hypothesis n he keeps insisting on it...well, so i'm the smart person n dennis the ...hmm..haha...nevermind =p
haha...anyway the computing paper's pretty not bad today..should be able to pass..sigh...can't wait for exams to finish...so many things to do...
not only all the things i've listed in the previous blogs, i'm intending to join one or two voluntary organisations for long-term involvement...hmm..most probably, the Singapore Hearing Impaired's Association n Singapore Children's Medical org..hmm..think i need some life, need to find purposes in life..i can't contribute much in st.john anymore..hmmm..i think i feel happier if i were to go to those org..hmm..n also, it's to pave my alternative path of my life..just in dennis will be out of my life in the near/far future; just in case i'll not be in st john...
i need to volunteer.............
hmmm..sound quite dumb of me right? feel so happy cos i've one less person whom dennis thinks he likes me..well, kind of happy la..cos i've told dennis about my hypothesis n he keeps insisting on it...well, so i'm the smart person n dennis the ...hmm..haha...nevermind =p
haha...anyway the computing paper's pretty not bad today..should be able to pass..sigh...can't wait for exams to finish...so many things to do...
not only all the things i've listed in the previous blogs, i'm intending to join one or two voluntary organisations for long-term involvement...hmm..most probably, the Singapore Hearing Impaired's Association n Singapore Children's Medical org..hmm..think i need some life, need to find purposes in life..i can't contribute much in st.john anymore..hmmm..i think i feel happier if i were to go to those org..hmm..n also, it's to pave my alternative path of my life..just in dennis will be out of my life in the near/far future; just in case i'll not be in st john...
i need to volunteer.............
Saturday, April 16, 2005
first day of exam
first day of exam = maths...phew..a manageable paper, i think..hehe..hopefully those qns whom i'm not confident of are going to be correct...hopeee....i want a 'A' for maths.....!!! 'A' ..............
hahah..oops..sorry..
not only tat, it's a coincidence that i met my friend on the bus. I think he saw me, cos he's super tall...and well, think i'm talking quite loudly n zhijia n i were laughing and giggling pretty loudly as well...haha..but it's not my fault..i'm very excited to see zhijia n i'm quite relieved after doing the paper...so, u know?hehe.. =p
well, basically, i'm playing the neopets now (whahaha)...later, i have to study for computing T_T
i dun want.......!!! T_T
hahah..oops..sorry..
not only tat, it's a coincidence that i met my friend on the bus. I think he saw me, cos he's super tall...and well, think i'm talking quite loudly n zhijia n i were laughing and giggling pretty loudly as well...haha..but it's not my fault..i'm very excited to see zhijia n i'm quite relieved after doing the paper...so, u know?hehe.. =p
well, basically, i'm playing the neopets now (whahaha)...later, i have to study for computing T_T
i dun want.......!!! T_T
Saturday, April 09, 2005
australian husky
i was in simei's pet safari with dennis this evening..guess what i saw..? from far, as i walked towards the window display, i was totally attracted by a puppy. It is an Australian Husky! What is really attractive is its beautiful coat - snowy grey, which i hardly see such colour in a husy..and it's not only this which attracts me. Its big bright pair of eyes simply electrify me, till now i can still remember its eyes. It's very friendly too. But the sad thing is that it cannot play with me, cos both of us are separated by a window pane. When i looked into its eyes at that moment, i could simply feel its utter disappointment. I just wished i had the money to buy it..!! T_T
i can say, it's love at first sight... ^_^
However, i realise that an Australian Husky is very different from a Siberian Husky. Australian huskies look more mild and gentle while Siberian huskies look more authorian and fierce. Also, the pupils of Australian huskies are pure black where Siberian huskies have beautiful set of sky-blue pupils. Overall, i still prefer Siberian huskies to Australian ones. They look fiercer and their pupil colour is very unique, which attracts me much.
Nevertheless, this Australian male Husky simply melts my heart... i know i only love him of all Australian huskies... It's love at first sight... sigh........ ^_^
i can say, it's love at first sight... ^_^
However, i realise that an Australian Husky is very different from a Siberian Husky. Australian huskies look more mild and gentle while Siberian huskies look more authorian and fierce. Also, the pupils of Australian huskies are pure black where Siberian huskies have beautiful set of sky-blue pupils. Overall, i still prefer Siberian huskies to Australian ones. They look fiercer and their pupil colour is very unique, which attracts me much.
Nevertheless, this Australian male Husky simply melts my heart... i know i only love him of all Australian huskies... It's love at first sight... sigh........ ^_^
australian husky
i was in simei's pet safari with dennis this evening..guess what i saw..? from far, as i walked towards the window display, i was totally attracted by a puppy. It is an Australian Husky! What is really attractive is its beautiful coat - snowy grey, which i hardly see such colour in a husy..and it's not only this which attracts me. Its big bright pair of eyes simply electrify me, till now i can still remember its eyes. It's very friendly too. But the sad thing is that it cannot play with me, cos both of us are separated by a window pane. When i looked into its eyes at that moment, i could simply feel its utter disappointment. I just wished i had the money to buy it..!! T_T
i can say, it's love at first sight... ^_^
However, i realise that an Australian Husky is very different from a Siberian Husky. Australian huskies look more mild and gentle while Siberian huskies look more authorian and fierce. Also, the pupils of Australian huskies are pure black where Siberian huskies have beautiful set of sky-blue pupils. Overall, i still prefer Siberian huskies to Australian ones. They look fiercer and their pupil colour is very unique, which attracts me much.
Nevertheless, this Australian male Husky simply melts my heart... i know i only love him of all Australian huskies... It's love at first sight... sigh........ ^_^
i can say, it's love at first sight... ^_^
However, i realise that an Australian Husky is very different from a Siberian Husky. Australian huskies look more mild and gentle while Siberian huskies look more authorian and fierce. Also, the pupils of Australian huskies are pure black where Siberian huskies have beautiful set of sky-blue pupils. Overall, i still prefer Siberian huskies to Australian ones. They look fiercer and their pupil colour is very unique, which attracts me much.
Nevertheless, this Australian male Husky simply melts my heart... i know i only love him of all Australian huskies... It's love at first sight... sigh........ ^_^
Friday, April 08, 2005
growing up
well, think i'm growing up again...
i realise that i cannot be naive anymore..i'm no longer a child anymore..
it's only today that i realise there are some misunderstanding..aiyo..haa..anymore, dennis's not reading this so i can reveal a little..whaha.. xp
hmmm..i've learnt that i cannot have a mentality of a child..there are some things which i've to think in a more mature manner..troubles will come and i'll have to handle these unnecessary problems..well, luckily, i've done the necessary and essential communications..hmm, hopefully, things will improve ^_^
i've learnt something from the lesson and i will learn to be more careful..but still, i still have my views and principles to follow.. ^_^
also, i've deleted one very important blog msg. i realise how horrible i have been..i should not have done this, really..i really hope i can be forgiven..guilt and remorse over-rides me; i'm really very sorry..think i'm really very hurt n strong emotions have ruled over rationale, as a result, i've done something which is very very mean of me... T_T i'm really sorry..!! i should have kept it to myself, really......
man man's growing up le....!!!
i realise that i cannot be naive anymore..i'm no longer a child anymore..
it's only today that i realise there are some misunderstanding..aiyo..haa..anymore, dennis's not reading this so i can reveal a little..whaha.. xp
hmmm..i've learnt that i cannot have a mentality of a child..there are some things which i've to think in a more mature manner..troubles will come and i'll have to handle these unnecessary problems..well, luckily, i've done the necessary and essential communications..hmm, hopefully, things will improve ^_^
i've learnt something from the lesson and i will learn to be more careful..but still, i still have my views and principles to follow.. ^_^
also, i've deleted one very important blog msg. i realise how horrible i have been..i should not have done this, really..i really hope i can be forgiven..guilt and remorse over-rides me; i'm really very sorry..think i'm really very hurt n strong emotions have ruled over rationale, as a result, i've done something which is very very mean of me... T_T i'm really sorry..!! i should have kept it to myself, really......
man man's growing up le....!!!
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
sianz
sianz day today...(haha..broken english here..)
kind of enjoyed my lunch today..i was with evon, huamin n her 'gang' for lunch..and evon n i were getting absolutely crappy..it's all started after i had finished eating my cut fruits and pao in canteen A. There is always one auntie who goes around, helping the students and teachers clean up the table. Well, she came to me and offered to throw the plastic bag for me. Initially, i rejected her help but she insisted, just by saying in chinese, "it's okay." Well, the point is when she said this, she looked absolutely cool. Haaa, dun know why, when evon asked me what my ambition was, i just slipped off from my mouth and said 'cool auntie' (this's the nickname which i've given to that auntie).. then from my nickname, evon n i started the crapping session. i suggested to become the 'cool auntie's' disciple, learning to be cool like her..then later, set up an Institute of 'Cool Aunites' and offer an degree of 'cool aunties'. There, we started crapping tat the students will learn how to become aunties and say the three words "it's okay" in a very cool manner..whaahaa...not only that, evon and i suggested to make a movie in remembrance of her, when the 'cool auntie' will be the main character and i shall be the second main....crappy right? whahaha...huamin, evon n i were practically laughing to tears...whahahahaa...
later in the day, it's the most boring yet interesting part...i was all alone in the lib 2 studying. Initially i thought gary will be there studying too..then maybe i'll not lonely anymore..but no, think there's communication breakdown or sth like that..hmm..well, watever...hehee.. =P
interesting thing is that gary and i met online..he's back in his hall n i'm in lib..haha..so funny..anyway i hav no idea when both of us were talking about relationships..weird..whaha..but BUT dun think narrow (this is to warn those who read this n think otherwise) =P haha..but well, i think i've been influenced too much from a convent's education - to be ladylike, yet learn to have own opinions and speak up..ahaha..feminism i think.. not only tat, i almost slipped off from my mouth about the problem i'm facing -.- er..wat's going on wif me..?
kind of enjoyed my lunch today..i was with evon, huamin n her 'gang' for lunch..and evon n i were getting absolutely crappy..it's all started after i had finished eating my cut fruits and pao in canteen A. There is always one auntie who goes around, helping the students and teachers clean up the table. Well, she came to me and offered to throw the plastic bag for me. Initially, i rejected her help but she insisted, just by saying in chinese, "it's okay." Well, the point is when she said this, she looked absolutely cool. Haaa, dun know why, when evon asked me what my ambition was, i just slipped off from my mouth and said 'cool auntie' (this's the nickname which i've given to that auntie).. then from my nickname, evon n i started the crapping session. i suggested to become the 'cool auntie's' disciple, learning to be cool like her..then later, set up an Institute of 'Cool Aunites' and offer an degree of 'cool aunties'. There, we started crapping tat the students will learn how to become aunties and say the three words "it's okay" in a very cool manner..whaahaa...not only that, evon and i suggested to make a movie in remembrance of her, when the 'cool auntie' will be the main character and i shall be the second main....crappy right? whahaha...huamin, evon n i were practically laughing to tears...whahahahaa...
later in the day, it's the most boring yet interesting part...i was all alone in the lib 2 studying. Initially i thought gary will be there studying too..then maybe i'll not lonely anymore..but no, think there's communication breakdown or sth like that..hmm..well, watever...hehee.. =P
interesting thing is that gary and i met online..he's back in his hall n i'm in lib..haha..so funny..anyway i hav no idea when both of us were talking about relationships..weird..whaha..but BUT dun think narrow (this is to warn those who read this n think otherwise) =P haha..but well, i think i've been influenced too much from a convent's education - to be ladylike, yet learn to have own opinions and speak up..ahaha..feminism i think.. not only tat, i almost slipped off from my mouth about the problem i'm facing -.- er..wat's going on wif me..?
Sunday, April 03, 2005
hmm
boring day today..study the whole day and have to study again tmr... T_T not only that, my tuition's cancelled tmr...why....????!!!
hmm...i really hope the exams finish soon...really..i have so many things to do..play badminton..meet my four good good friends..haha...can't wait to see them..kind of miss them too..go kbox sing songs..play badminton with them..aiyo..hahhaa...!!!
then really miss my juniors in SAC..heard fr sihui on the flag commissioning parade day that she cannot control them..sigh..why??why?? why do i have to go back and clear up the mess...? =(
but still, i'll be there as long as i think i can tahan there..i cannot let the zone bully my juniors..they can bully me, not my juniors...sigh...think about my juniors, it's really a headache.. every patch has its own different problem n i have to solve them differently n flexibly..after exams, intending to take a refresher course to revise my first aid..i really miss doing first aid..
somehow or rather, i really dislike having so many responsibilities - being the eldest, being an officer...i know for sure, i cannot go study nursing n physio..i can't..i have to think of my family..not only being the eldest, i'm the smartest there =P my two bros are not pulling up their socks n again, this's my headache..n tat's why tat's one reason i dun really wan to stay in hall..i wonder how's the house'll be like without me around..i cannot let the others depise my family..i have to earn enough money so that i can be the backup just in case my two bros cannot support my parents fully..cos of my family, i've to give up what i really wan to do in life T_T
As days go by, i have this feeling that i'm starting to forgive derek...until now, i still believe that he's good-hearted deep within him..he's a leader now; he has a dream for the zone n for the hq..he wants to prove others wrong, i think..this, i cannot blame him at all..i can understand that a leader has to do what he has to do..i know n i understand... =)
sigh...really hope i can have a husky...can hug them n they look fierce enough to protect n comfort me..whahaaa..
hahhaa..dun know what's wrong with me now..? been thinking too much la...
hmm...i really hope the exams finish soon...really..i have so many things to do..play badminton..meet my four good good friends..haha...can't wait to see them..kind of miss them too..go kbox sing songs..play badminton with them..aiyo..hahhaa...!!!
then really miss my juniors in SAC..heard fr sihui on the flag commissioning parade day that she cannot control them..sigh..why??why?? why do i have to go back and clear up the mess...? =(
but still, i'll be there as long as i think i can tahan there..i cannot let the zone bully my juniors..they can bully me, not my juniors...sigh...think about my juniors, it's really a headache.. every patch has its own different problem n i have to solve them differently n flexibly..after exams, intending to take a refresher course to revise my first aid..i really miss doing first aid..
somehow or rather, i really dislike having so many responsibilities - being the eldest, being an officer...i know for sure, i cannot go study nursing n physio..i can't..i have to think of my family..not only being the eldest, i'm the smartest there =P my two bros are not pulling up their socks n again, this's my headache..n tat's why tat's one reason i dun really wan to stay in hall..i wonder how's the house'll be like without me around..i cannot let the others depise my family..i have to earn enough money so that i can be the backup just in case my two bros cannot support my parents fully..cos of my family, i've to give up what i really wan to do in life T_T
As days go by, i have this feeling that i'm starting to forgive derek...until now, i still believe that he's good-hearted deep within him..he's a leader now; he has a dream for the zone n for the hq..he wants to prove others wrong, i think..this, i cannot blame him at all..i can understand that a leader has to do what he has to do..i know n i understand... =)
sigh...really hope i can have a husky...can hug them n they look fierce enough to protect n comfort me..whahaaa..
hahhaa..dun know what's wrong with me now..? been thinking too much la...
Friday, April 01, 2005
stressed...
T_T everyone's so stressed these days...everyday's s no time to talk.. T_T
boohoohoo... =p
sigh, being tired of studying computing..really dislike computing..both of us have no mutual understanding..hahah..well, maybe i will re-take this subj in my yr 2...feel like re-taking computing..whahaa..
hmmm..still wondering who's the anonymous, really...hehehe..
kind of miss dennis, kind of miss playing Burnout..miss playing Need for Speed Underground and miss playing Gunbound.. T_T
arg..i can't wait for my exams to finish...so that i can play badminton, play PS2..go back to SAC to see my naughty juniors..
boohoohoo... =p
sigh, being tired of studying computing..really dislike computing..both of us have no mutual understanding..hahah..well, maybe i will re-take this subj in my yr 2...feel like re-taking computing..whahaa..
hmmm..still wondering who's the anonymous, really...hehehe..
kind of miss dennis, kind of miss playing Burnout..miss playing Need for Speed Underground and miss playing Gunbound.. T_T
arg..i can't wait for my exams to finish...so that i can play badminton, play PS2..go back to SAC to see my naughty juniors..
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