growing up

well, think i'm growing up again...
i realise that i cannot be naive anymore..i'm no longer a child anymore..
it's only today that i realise there are some misunderstanding..aiyo..haa..anymore, dennis's not reading this so i can reveal a little..whaha.. xp
hmmm..i've learnt that i cannot have a mentality of a child..there are some things which i've to think in a more mature manner..troubles will come and i'll have to handle these unnecessary problems..well, luckily, i've done the necessary and essential communications..hmm, hopefully, things will improve ^_^
i've learnt something from the lesson and i will learn to be more careful..but still, i still have my views and principles to follow.. ^_^
also, i've deleted one very important blog msg. i realise how horrible i have been..i should not have done this, really..i really hope i can be forgiven..guilt and remorse over-rides me; i'm really very sorry..think i'm really very hurt n strong emotions have ruled over rationale, as a result, i've done something which is very very mean of me... T_T i'm really sorry..!! i should have kept it to myself, really......
man man's growing up le....!!!