ARrRgggGGgG...
sth's wrong with me..
Rally wronge..
studei my sTeLe tset n realies tae it si no netx ntex MnO..!!! NTO tSI MnO..!!!
ADn nAd..
eM sTNoiGn AL..
(x_O)
wta's GoNg no Wfi eM..???
cPRA..!! ACRP..!!!
(T_T)
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
tiring week.. x_O
weekend's super busy..
Din have enough time to take any rest... T_T
Tuition on sat morning. Totally shagged, ended up myself not making for my 4 gd frens' gathering.. T_T
Duty in chinatown later on sat evening..
=) Finally, i had a case to attend to..!! A minor one, compared to the E case attended by my fren..
But still, it's a good experience. Long time i have not handled any case liao. Did feel a bit nervous initially. Really scared that the case will be a hip fracture one cos she's real skinny. Looks kinda fragile too. If goes by the concept of physics, the impact of fall (if a big one) may hurt her left hip as she fell right on it. By newton's third law, F=ma.
Ok,tat's CRAP. =p
Anyway thank goodness, it's not tat serious as i thought. Though she's still limping away to rest.
As wat my fren said, it's probably due to the rush of adrenaline in my body. After the case, i could still feel my legs are trembling a little. True, the adrenline rush needs to take some time to settle down. But of course, i believe strongly at that time while attending to the case, i know i din panick, but stay calm. PHEW...
Have not been having good sleeping habit recently. Still rushing over the sewing kit. Few hours of non-stop sewing.
My eyes swell with fatigue.
---- End of phase 1 ----
Realise Frankenstein has not been feeling happy these few days.
He told me he is the cause of the monster's downfall.
He told me he was tramatised. I could understand why.
A man filled with zest and bliss.
Now a man of paranoid and confusion.
Sigh.
---- End of phase 2 ----
"Welcome to the real world"
Someone said that to me once.
Disappointed?
Kinda disappointed.
Confused?
Very confused.
Paranoid?
Utterly paranoid.
Realistic?
Extremely realistic.
Detest it to the core.
"Welcome to the real world."
Din have enough time to take any rest... T_T
Tuition on sat morning. Totally shagged, ended up myself not making for my 4 gd frens' gathering.. T_T
Duty in chinatown later on sat evening..
=) Finally, i had a case to attend to..!! A minor one, compared to the E case attended by my fren..
But still, it's a good experience. Long time i have not handled any case liao. Did feel a bit nervous initially. Really scared that the case will be a hip fracture one cos she's real skinny. Looks kinda fragile too. If goes by the concept of physics, the impact of fall (if a big one) may hurt her left hip as she fell right on it. By newton's third law, F=ma.
Ok,tat's CRAP. =p
Anyway thank goodness, it's not tat serious as i thought. Though she's still limping away to rest.
As wat my fren said, it's probably due to the rush of adrenaline in my body. After the case, i could still feel my legs are trembling a little. True, the adrenline rush needs to take some time to settle down. But of course, i believe strongly at that time while attending to the case, i know i din panick, but stay calm. PHEW...
Have not been having good sleeping habit recently. Still rushing over the sewing kit. Few hours of non-stop sewing.
My eyes swell with fatigue.
---- End of phase 1 ----
Realise Frankenstein has not been feeling happy these few days.
He told me he is the cause of the monster's downfall.
He told me he was tramatised. I could understand why.
A man filled with zest and bliss.
Now a man of paranoid and confusion.
Sigh.
---- End of phase 2 ----
"Welcome to the real world"
Someone said that to me once.
Disappointed?
Kinda disappointed.
Confused?
Very confused.
Paranoid?
Utterly paranoid.
Realistic?
Extremely realistic.
Detest it to the core.
"Welcome to the real world."
Thursday, September 21, 2006
(-_-)
dun know why..these few days have not been in a greatest mood..
Probably the stress from the tests' doing all the tricks..
Too many things happened le.
Recently have been praying to God.
Prayin to Him to bless me with friends whom i can trust and get really be comfortable with.
Praying to Him to bless my the one that he can do well in law school so that he can have more time to spend time with me, other than studying (been meeting him just to study together).
Praying to Him to bless all my friends whom i trust and feel comfortable with.
Praying to Him that the friendship which i try my best to maintain will never change to the worst, but to the better.
Praying to Him for everything He has blessed and protected me. Cos i know He is always there for me.
But sometimes i just can't understand why people will change, often to the worst. People are changing not to trust others so much, resulting in some situations which hurt others' feelings. I can't understand myself either.
Frankenstein has changed ever since the day when he made the monster. He seems to shun away from Trust and leave the monster on its own destruction.
The monster used to be an innocent and good-hearted one. It trusted everyone around but cos of its appearance, it's being hurt. Badly.
It cried and I feel I could hear.
Maybe strong on the surface. But fragile inner. Just like a crab.
I pray that God will bless the monster, no matter how bad it will get in the future.
--- End (-_-) ---
Bought the "Princess hours" soundtrack. Great songs and music.
But dun know why, i feel like crying when i start to listen to them.
However, whenever i listen to these songs and music, i will talk to Him. He gives me the peace and comfort which i am yearning for.
Thank you, Lord. I love You lots. (",)
Probably the stress from the tests' doing all the tricks..
Too many things happened le.
Recently have been praying to God.
Prayin to Him to bless me with friends whom i can trust and get really be comfortable with.
Praying to Him to bless my the one that he can do well in law school so that he can have more time to spend time with me, other than studying (been meeting him just to study together).
Praying to Him to bless all my friends whom i trust and feel comfortable with.
Praying to Him that the friendship which i try my best to maintain will never change to the worst, but to the better.
Praying to Him for everything He has blessed and protected me. Cos i know He is always there for me.
But sometimes i just can't understand why people will change, often to the worst. People are changing not to trust others so much, resulting in some situations which hurt others' feelings. I can't understand myself either.
Frankenstein has changed ever since the day when he made the monster. He seems to shun away from Trust and leave the monster on its own destruction.
The monster used to be an innocent and good-hearted one. It trusted everyone around but cos of its appearance, it's being hurt. Badly.
It cried and I feel I could hear.
Maybe strong on the surface. But fragile inner. Just like a crab.
I pray that God will bless the monster, no matter how bad it will get in the future.
--- End (-_-) ---
Bought the "Princess hours" soundtrack. Great songs and music.
But dun know why, i feel like crying when i start to listen to them.
However, whenever i listen to these songs and music, i will talk to Him. He gives me the peace and comfort which i am yearning for.
Thank you, Lord. I love You lots. (",)
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
CooOoll..
First time ever.
First time ever I have studied so hard during this early period.
It's only test..!!!!!
And I'm already started to study real hard.
Chiong my books.
6 hours non-stop action.
COOL.
6 hours of studying concrete structure. Figuring out how figures are calculated, figuring out how to play with concrete.
50% into my head. (-_-)
Extremely tired now. Tomorrow going school and skipping my lectures.
Friday's hydraulics test - my hydraulics idol's test..!! WhooOo...hhaa..
Oh ya, forget to add this.
This morning, when i came out from my solid waste tutorial, i met my hydraulics tutor. He's my GIP interviewer too. Guess what?
He can still recongise me cos he smiled to me..!!!
AHHHhhHhh.. *faint* *faint*
I have to really do well for this subject. TRY not to be late for his tutorial.
----- End of phase one -------
Had a weird feeling encountered when i was sitting in mrt train from boon lay. Had a weird feeling that someone wanted to do something. Haa..but i shunned off. There's evidence of some obvious signs.
(-_-)
I have decided upon myself to never allow such thing happen. To me, such thing doesn't last long. I am getting pessimistic over such stuff.
(-_-)
First time ever I have studied so hard during this early period.
It's only test..!!!!!
And I'm already started to study real hard.
Chiong my books.
6 hours non-stop action.
COOL.
6 hours of studying concrete structure. Figuring out how figures are calculated, figuring out how to play with concrete.
50% into my head. (-_-)
Extremely tired now. Tomorrow going school and skipping my lectures.
Friday's hydraulics test - my hydraulics idol's test..!! WhooOo...hhaa..
Oh ya, forget to add this.
This morning, when i came out from my solid waste tutorial, i met my hydraulics tutor. He's my GIP interviewer too. Guess what?
He can still recongise me cos he smiled to me..!!!
AHHHhhHhh.. *faint* *faint*
I have to really do well for this subject. TRY not to be late for his tutorial.
----- End of phase one -------
Had a weird feeling encountered when i was sitting in mrt train from boon lay. Had a weird feeling that someone wanted to do something. Haa..but i shunned off. There's evidence of some obvious signs.
(-_-)
I have decided upon myself to never allow such thing happen. To me, such thing doesn't last long. I am getting pessimistic over such stuff.
(-_-)
I'm busy..more busy again..
BUsy again..
In fact, no, I'm more busy now.
Tests are coming.
hydraulics test this fri.
Concrete structure test next mon.
English literature project consisting of 1000 words next tue.
Water supply test next fri.
O_x
OMG..!!!
Really find it hard to breathe...
arg.....
This semester is really hard to get by.
Miss public duties.
But then I have things at hand.
Tuition jobs...
Studies...
Just these two are enough to keep me busy.. T_T
Anyway I am hired to be a part-time excursion tour guide for KFC's Chicky club's children. The person who contacted me for this job still remembered me as the Protex roadshow's hand-wash educator for kids. He still remembered me as the one who interacted with the kids in the wash-hand game activity. hhaa..me very happy..when i first heard it, I was in tamp mac. So went to the toilet to jump for joy.
Can't help myself. Me too happy.
First, cos initially, the working staff in the roadshow seemed to have underestimated my working ability. Well, cos i'm always looking that blur (can't help..i juz have that face). So i believe i really surprised them with the way how i managed to get the kids engage in that activity.
It's good to feel tat way. =)
In fact, no, I'm more busy now.
Tests are coming.
hydraulics test this fri.
Concrete structure test next mon.
English literature project consisting of 1000 words next tue.
Water supply test next fri.
O_x
OMG..!!!
Really find it hard to breathe...
arg.....
This semester is really hard to get by.
Miss public duties.
But then I have things at hand.
Tuition jobs...
Studies...
Just these two are enough to keep me busy.. T_T
Anyway I am hired to be a part-time excursion tour guide for KFC's Chicky club's children. The person who contacted me for this job still remembered me as the Protex roadshow's hand-wash educator for kids. He still remembered me as the one who interacted with the kids in the wash-hand game activity. hhaa..me very happy..when i first heard it, I was in tamp mac. So went to the toilet to jump for joy.
Can't help myself. Me too happy.
First, cos initially, the working staff in the roadshow seemed to have underestimated my working ability. Well, cos i'm always looking that blur (can't help..i juz have that face). So i believe i really surprised them with the way how i managed to get the kids engage in that activity.
It's good to feel tat way. =)
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Just rejected the interview for my school's GIP (Global Immersion Programme).
Just rejected the interview to go France for my next semester's industrial attachment.
Reason being? Personal reasons.
Calculated risk which I know nothing will turn out good just to pursue my dream of going France.
Still wonder my the one will be thankful and treasure me more for my this last-minute withdrawal from this programme.
Heard the programme is pretisgous. So after rejecting it, still feel kinda a little regretted.
But well, i try to take things at their stride. Afterall, this course has never been what i want to study.
If I were to be given a scholarship to go overseas to study medicine, at all costs, I will go.
But not for this. For my personal reasons, I faltered at the last minute on the day of interview.
The GIP interviewee, who is also my Hydraulics lecturer and tutor, asked me yesterday for the reasons of this sudden withdrawal. He looked kinda concerned but still he encouraged me to do well for exams. Sound kinda comforting to me. But then if I were to go for interview, I have this intuition that I'll be selected.
Anyway it's over. Dun wan think about it so much.
(-_-)
When this incident is over, it seems to me that a friendship has slowly disspated.
I have no idea why. Have an intuition that it's not positive.
Once again, I may learn something from this friendship.
(-_-) (-_-)
Just rejected the interview to go France for my next semester's industrial attachment.
Reason being? Personal reasons.
Calculated risk which I know nothing will turn out good just to pursue my dream of going France.
Still wonder my the one will be thankful and treasure me more for my this last-minute withdrawal from this programme.
Heard the programme is pretisgous. So after rejecting it, still feel kinda a little regretted.
But well, i try to take things at their stride. Afterall, this course has never been what i want to study.
If I were to be given a scholarship to go overseas to study medicine, at all costs, I will go.
But not for this. For my personal reasons, I faltered at the last minute on the day of interview.
The GIP interviewee, who is also my Hydraulics lecturer and tutor, asked me yesterday for the reasons of this sudden withdrawal. He looked kinda concerned but still he encouraged me to do well for exams. Sound kinda comforting to me. But then if I were to go for interview, I have this intuition that I'll be selected.
Anyway it's over. Dun wan think about it so much.
(-_-)
When this incident is over, it seems to me that a friendship has slowly disspated.
I have no idea why. Have an intuition that it's not positive.
Once again, I may learn something from this friendship.
(-_-) (-_-)
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Feeling slightly better..
Din study at all yesterday..hha..
It's Sindy's birthday..!!
Happy 21st birthday!! ^^
Only managed to meet them in the evening. And well, took some neoprints. ^^ haha.. =) think i look nice in those photos..whaa...
Went zhijia's house after dinner. Played with Cookie. He's very hyper.. O-o haha..always urging people to play with him..and his mouth is pretty wet, ending up my clothes smell of his saliva..haha..but he's grown. His head's getting bigger.
Haaa..
Anyway tried the hoola loop in her house. haha..finally i know how to do that..!!! yeah..!!! me so happy..cos initially hm was laughing real hard when she initially saw me playing with the hoola loop. The way i hoola was kinda hmmmm..funny...it's really funny..
hhaa...
Deciding to buy a hoola loop. so that i can practise at home. also, dun know why, i can feel my tummy go flatter.
Pyschological flattening?
Or physically flattening?
Haa..dun care la..i'll juz buy one!!! >_<
Din study at all yesterday..hha..
It's Sindy's birthday..!!
Happy 21st birthday!! ^^
Only managed to meet them in the evening. And well, took some neoprints. ^^ haha.. =) think i look nice in those photos..whaa...
Went zhijia's house after dinner. Played with Cookie. He's very hyper.. O-o haha..always urging people to play with him..and his mouth is pretty wet, ending up my clothes smell of his saliva..haha..but he's grown. His head's getting bigger.
Haaa..
Anyway tried the hoola loop in her house. haha..finally i know how to do that..!!! yeah..!!! me so happy..cos initially hm was laughing real hard when she initially saw me playing with the hoola loop. The way i hoola was kinda hmmmm..funny...it's really funny..
hhaa...
Deciding to buy a hoola loop. so that i can practise at home. also, dun know why, i can feel my tummy go flatter.
Pyschological flattening?
Or physically flattening?
Haa..dun care la..i'll juz buy one!!! >_<
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