been tiring for the past 2 days...long meetings in the afternoon..from being uneasy to becoming a bit more comfortable with discussing issues with external officers, without my boss around..thank goodness i still have my senior technical officer to help and guide me along..
still, as usual, a lot of things to learn - regardless of technical and management issues.
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have not really taken a good rest..by the time when i was about to leave the office to rush for my tcm lessons, i'm already "half-dead"....
tcm lessons are intensive than ever, and i'm feeling the great pressure of needing to catch up fast and absorb information like a sponge. Have decided to learn from a few of my classmates by recording the lectures and listening to these lectures during my free period.
Sometimes, i harbour the thought of quitting my job and focused fully onto the studies. But then again, i'm not tat wealthy and ...sigh...,just keep feeling that i'm still at a disadvantage..i still dun know many things..
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After starting my work for quite some time, i finally got to contribute a monthly sum of money for my family's household spenditure.
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oki, shall get to sleep now.. (T_T) i'm super tired..
always have the urge to take MC whenever i wake up for work...really dislike the drag which i almost experience daily. Yet i dislike falling sick. I need the time to stay focused on my studies and can't afford to fall sick for too long.
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Once again, i can feel the lesson learnt - there is always a big price to pay when there's a life goal to achieve. One really needs to bite his/her teeth through the tough times.
Probably, toughness brings greatness out of an ordinary man.
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