Went to watch "He's just now that into you" with AG..was pretty surprised initially that he'll pick this movie..haha..but well, the show din reach his expectation of a romantic comedy..

i'm pretty fine with the show..pretty nice and could say that i've kinda picked up a few enlightments...learnt about how guys can give excuses about not doing any follow-up...learnt that ladies cannot be so naive, thinking that when a guy says "he'll call back" and stupidly waiting for his calls/sms-es...basically, dun believe every word guys say..

hmm..and the topic of marriage..the show presents the truth of it but has not really stated the probably true reason of why at a certain period of the r/s, ladies do want to get married..let's not talk about tying the guy up...

hmmm..probably as what i've read a column written by a very famous taiwanese columnist, at a certain age and the lady is in the r/s, the lady will start to feel the anxiety that she's turning more mature and the growing age will start to deter her from knowing more eligible bachelors..and it has come to a stage where she wanna (and needs) to get married..it may be juz a piece of paper but probably the concept of marriage gives the sense of stability and security to a lady, it's like a form of assurance that the guy really loves her a lot and is willing to go further to spend the later part of his life with someone whom he sees happiness in..

probably blame it on the ladies' "natural" sense of insecurity and the yearn for the strong sense of stability..

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i can feel myself becoming a gf who tries to check on her bf whenever it's possible...i dun know why...it feels like the first time i am like this..think it's the phobia and the sense of insecurity...and probably self-confidence..? it feels so unlike me...and i dislike tat..but i feel i wanna get my sense of insecurity eased off...

probaby juz feel that i cannot be too naive..too trusting...hmmm...

probably i get so worried and/or paranoid that i can't help popping out a question to him, juz wanna "survey" whether he is happy with being with me....