BORING DAY..

thReal boring day today..

Sigh..

Took 2 hrs of nap and watched 3 hrs of the korean drama "princess hours".

Initially wanted to go esplanade watch the singapore fireworks festival. In the end, made up my mind not to go le..

Going alone to watch the fireworks performance. think i'll tear in the end.

initially my the one told me that he's going pubbing with his orientation group mates.

Can't believe it's faster than i expect.

I expect one of the days, he will go such places.

Wat can i do? i can't do much. haiz..sooner or later, he'll change...

But i really want to go to watch the fireworks performance tonight badly. Did try to ask him whether he wants to go but he seems to shrug it off.

That's why even if i were to go alone, think i'll feel very down..wishing him to be there etc..
Should have asked lip yung to go with me, since he's bored today too..hhaa..

But well, my the one decided not to go pubbing. Cos he was asked to make a choice between pubbing and meeting me for breakfast tomorrow. not asked by me. I feel more relieved.
But then, there will be other chances when he will go pubbing.

I never like guys who go clubbing. That's why i'm very scared for him. Scared he will do something behind my back. But wel, juz realise he's wanting pub, not club..*phew*

Paranoid?

Yes i am.

Very paranoid when it comes to this.

So what to do? i juz let him go if one day he's going. For socialising.

HAIZ.