Friday, November 28, 2008

A post of In-sanity

Probably affected by last evening's paper. Morale's been heavily hit by the paper.

It's not a difficult paper, it's a paper which i find some difficulty in recalling the facts.
ARGH.

I've seeped into the world of self-doubt.

Acupuncture for tmr's paper.
*GASP*

So many points to remember...ARG.

I dun know whether i can remember everything. I seriously hate exams. And i can't wait for the one-month holiday.
But it's only one month! I dun have any time to rest...! ARG.
And I'm so scared that i have to go for a re-test, which takes place in mid-dec. ARG.

Not really looking forward to work. Have some bad feelings that I've many things to do, especially after the launch of the intiaitive.

Wonder how's the launch, and wonder how the book looks like.

And i wanna talk rubbish now. rubbish and only rubbish.

how's the weather?
fine.
not raining. arh.
RAIN. Give me heavy pour.
Wash away all the moodiness.

RAINNNNNN..

how's the food?
hmm.ok. mum's cooking. edible. feel i'm home. foc.

how's the study getting along?
hmm. ok.
Exploiting my brain's capacity.
all the acupunture points, all the passage ways of the points...

wat r u doing now?
blogging, obviously.
listening to class95..immune to the music play..
thinking wat am i doing here..thinking of how to get my brain functioning...
thinking of how to tune the frequency of my brain wave back to sanity..

*pulling out the rose petals*
study it
study it not
study it
study it not
study it
study it not

ah. study it not.

no, i dun wan.

never mind, do it another time.

study it.
study it not.
study it.
study it not.
study it
study it not.
study it.

ah. now's it's "study it".

But i'm so drained now. can i not study it now?

never mind, i shall try it again. this time, shall start with "study it not"

study it not.
study it.
study it not.
study it.
study it not.
study it.

hmm. study it.
Arg. sickening flower petals.

Imagine how often people are always stuck within themselves and are trying to pull themselves out of their own sticky situations?
We should be called glue-beings.

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