me intending to move on in my life...this time, i'm really am..
by end of this year, i'm deciding to resign my involvement in sjab. Probably after NCOC (if i am involved)...haha..i'm getting kinda mentally tired..The first aid duties may be no longer a motivation for me to stay in st. john..i realise myself that i'm attending first aid duties with a mentality of wanting to attend to as many cases as possible, often with a desire that there will be cases to be attended to. I realise this is not what i want initially. I have a passion for first aid, but in order to practise first aid, there have to have cases, which implies people have to be injured. It's kinda a selfish thought...
Also, it's time for me to largely remove the pain which has been tying on me for these 2 years. If I really wanted to help people in medical areas, the most appropriate way is to enter the medical line. but well, there's no more hope for me now..sigh..yup..
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Da Man Tou.. there so many ways to help people. Not necessary thru first aid ma.. like that there must be someone hurt for u to realise ur passion..as u said ma. haha.. maybe u can join organisation to go ard Spore imparting skills of first aid to the young and old..think may be more practical. U can set up ur own clan if there isnt such organisation =P
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