arg...bored of studying...!!!!

getting to get a little burnt out..argh...

and i'm so bored...bored of playing games too...bored of watching shows...bored of those things which initially can help me relieve stress or boredom..even a good lunch meal which i treated myself just now couldn't help much..

argh..boring boring boring boring...

switched my hp to a silent mode and kept it in a closet, juz to force myself to forget about waiting for AG's msg...or else i get myself paranoid again...

i dun know..think i'm very stressed up..so stressed up that i can't keep my focus well...

argh...

i hate this kind of feeling..confusion..paranoid...argh.....i hate myself feeling insecure and confused...