yes, u've heard this music..it's an OST of a very popular korean drama "Kwang Jin Yi", as shown above.

I love this instrumental music...i find it very soothing..n it makes me wanna dance..!!

haha..yes, u din hear me wrong..

this music wanna make me dance...

definitely not dance like a korean courtesan..LOL..!!

but definitely love this piece of music.. =)

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haa..i'm very happy..!!

it seems to me that NLB has noticed one of my feedbacks, and has taken a very positive and delightful response.. =D

yeah..! hopefully in near future, i could get to borrow the play "After the Fall" by Arthur Miller which i've been looking high and low for years..!!

haha..anyway thanks a lot, pk..!!

=D

right now, the other hope is tat i hope to get to watch the play "After the Fall" or "The Crucible" ...!! Really hope i could watch Arthur Miller's works in Singapore..!

Anyway this is a link which gives u a glimpse of wat the play "After the Fall" is about..

http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/0140481621/ref=sib_dp_pt/002-4225316-6304865#reader-link

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Went to National Library today, after a tim sum buffet in newly opened Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant with my family.

I LOVE NATIONAL LIBRARY..!!!

There are so many books which i've been looking for...borrowed a few..and hope i could chew them all up before mid-jan 2008..!

and walking in National Library is like shopping for clothes -Retail therapy..!!

haa..

i only shop when i need to shop..

window shopping...hmmm..sometimes can be more tiring than hiking, for the same amount of time.

i still love to read..

currently i'm trying to find books on inter-personal relationship and financial independence..so anyone of u, out there, have any recommendation, do feel free to contact me..!!!

will definitely love to interact with u all...

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So many things i wanna do....

but sometimes i juz feel, not many people share the same interests as me, at this time...

i like to go visit the art musuems, and plays...and have some exchanges of personal or technical opinions upon these...

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2008 is around the corner...

n i've made a few resolutions of the year.

My 2008 Resolutions:

1. Jog jog jog - i wanna wear dresses..!!! i wanna look more feminine...

2. Read read read

3. Lab lab lab - i've no choice..the fyp research student's a workaholic.. (T_T)

4. Resume resume resume - job search...

5. Develop myself to be a better person..to be a better daughter (i'm still a terrible one in my parents' eyes)..

6. Not to be distracted by my paranoid stuff - but this needs cooperation from others. Effective communication..!!

7. Money money money - wanna earn money with my own abilities and help from people around me.

8. Interact interact interact - i need to know more people. my inter-personal interaction ability is deteriorating..

9. Inner peace............feel the Lotus, think the Lotus, drive the Lotus.....

10. Cook cook cook...!!!

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Yeah..!! can't wait for tomorrow afternoon..!!

meeting dev n suan east tmr..!!

it's been years since i last saw them...

haa..! looking forward to meeting them.. =)

it's not easy to meet them up, especially dev. he's on his summer holidays now, and most probably be going back australia..

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frankly speaking, i still wanna study western medicine, even though i'm studying traditional chinese medicine now.

if i had the chance to study, i really love to go for it again...i would say i've missed the opportunity for post-graduate medical course.

but definitely, studying tcm is considered as my dream fulfilment. the only thing is tat i have to hold on to it for 7 years, despite any difficulty.

but one thing for sure, i know i can finish the whole course. And I can finish it well. This, i am confident of myself.

Cos i'm studying this with a strong passion and determination.

Probably, it's just fate...it's like trying to tell u tat if u wanna something badly, u need to scarifice something or maybe someone whom you love a lot..and Fate juz gives u some undesirable situations.

Hurts a lot.

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oki..enough for today, i guess...

hmmm..i'm just feeling sentimental the whole night...so juz pen my feelings down..

haa..been writing this post for almost an hour..haha..

for some reasons, i've been feeling very moody the whole day..

which i've no idea..!!!

ARG..!!

probably something juz triggered upon my mind the whole day, and i kept blaming myself for what i've done in my life.

kinda nuts of me for the whole day, and i was super moody the whole day.

I juz feel something's missing in my life. i am very often feeling very empty..no matter how much i've tried to get myself preoccupied.

probably it's the holidays. i din really get to enjoy my holidays fully n very soon, sch's going to start.

sigh.

ARGH.

But keep telling me tat i've to focus on myself first, to change to the better, instead of keep blaming myself. n yup, i'm still changing to the better.

hmm..at least i've tried making cheesecake. still trying to find some time for myself to do some simple cooking..

really need to find more time for myself..to jog..to cook...to prepare myself to be a better lady, to be Eliazbeth Bennet...

which means i've to learnt to manage being alone more..

I still like being Elizabeth Bennet.

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Release of the exams results is tmr..!! ARg..!!! I'm very very nervous n very worried......

maybe it's not going to be very smooth-sailing for me..but i believe there's always a way out for me..

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Sigh..tink the gathering with my tjc classmates is cancelled. din hear anything from my class rep at all. =(

think it's going to be another boring day for me.

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Went to Esplanade Library for relaxation before meeting D juz now..

read about the history of jazz...n first time was exposed to another jazz player - Stuff Smith...and a few more others, which i've kinda forgotten their names =p

realised tat there are so many more jazz genre which i've not been exposed to....

but Esplanade Library is a nice place to hang out alone...very quiet place...n i've found Arthur Miller's several plays..but the collection doesn't have what i wanna find..din borrow the books..currently i dun find any purpose in borrowing them when i'm not involved in any play..

and along the way from the library to Citylink..walked past these few paintings created by kids of age ranging from 5 yrs old to 14 yrs old...

pretty nice paintings...

And this is my most favourite painting. Love the strong colour contrast.

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Presents presents presents..!!! =D

Presents which i bought for ZJ they all...

Presents i've received from them..!! i love these presents..!!

Presents gotten from my 2 colleagues..!! =D

and oh ya...they popped out the question, asking when i am going to get a bf...

arg....but probably one is married, and the other is attached..so they are concerned about my love life..haha.. =p

Present which i bought it for D..hmmm..i bought this album for myself too..hahaha..love this album..!!

and i'm glad tat D loves this album too..!! haa..

and this is the present which i've gotten from D..hhaa...love it lots..!! and it's added to my collection of such series..hahaha..

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Gathering with D...and before tat, it's a coincidence to meet BW at the meeting venue...hahaha..hmm..he din change much..haha..

hmmm..anyway it's been great to meet D once again...hhaa..feel that there're less communication breakdowns when meeting him personally to talk..

but hmmmm..i realise i still can't express myself verbally very well..i'm still slow at my responses n thoughts....

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hmmm..hopefully i could get one section of my blog done..intending to do something on my blog...but hmmm..in the process of planning..

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL..!!!

OHH..me have busy days...

lots of wonderful gatherings..!!

hmm..allow me to narrate day by day...

LOL...

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23rd Dec:

met up with ZJ they all for the whole day...klunch in the morning..xmas shopping..

arg...n i almost found a gift which i've been finding for the past few days...!! n in the end, i could not get it cos the design of the gift disappointed me greatly... =(

but anyway xmas shopping was good..!! n probably i know why shopping can be crazy...what u initially wanna buy, u din manage to get it in the end and buy another thing for urself..hhaa..

hmm..bought myself a pair of sunglasses..love the shade..!! n this is how i look..

haha..

so how do i look?

hahhaha...

went to a tribal shop too...n i love tribal bags...!! goodness me...

went to ZJ's house after the shopping..Cookie's so so so cute...!! it's more chubby now, n it's happier now..!!

hhaa..n we were looking through the old photos. in fact, i only managed to look through the photos after a short nap =p

n wow..how much we've changed....n all of us have changed to look better n better...hhaa..

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24th Dec:

Steamboat gathering with my attachment company's colleagues at one of their houses..!!!

Played Wii at her house...very nice game console...the Wii sports game is very interactive n absolutely addictive..!! and it's the first time when i actually scored so many strikes in a bowling game..!! hahhaa...i love Wii...

Steamboat plus a bit of fruit wine of 6-7% alcohol..and i realised tat that percentage of alcohol is considered small...i was not drunk at all..i thought i could not hold any alcohol..hhaa..hmmm..probably could try higher alcohol content next time...hahaha..!! =p

anyway the fruit wine tasted bitter...with a tinge of sweetness...

but i think i'll go alcoholic nuts if i went drunk..lol

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hmmm..another gathering later.. and it's been almost a semester since the last gathering..!

a little nervous =p

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oki, shall upload photos tmr..! hahaha..!

busy day for the past two days...

went to lab on fri...and weird thingy was, KH changed the nickname which he gave me initially. haa..ZJ, did u tell chris about my complaint? hahaha...

and finally i have something to laugh at KH -his new hair cut..!!! LOL..i was very happy throughout the whole lab session, cos i finally could laugh at him.. =p

arg..got to go back sch for lab on xmas eve morning..! hmm...must really thank KH n QL, they scarifice the sunday to go sch for lab...

Bought a new pair of jeans..! Finally..!!

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Went to have my hair permed....

Hmmmmmm....

how should i say about my hair.......

but definitely i enjoyed my day in the saloon..haa..the people were nice..and i think the two hairstylist who did my hair had some relationships with hong kong...

think leave the comments when u all see me...

haha..

but gotten my ankle having blisters...was on heels...sigh..and the shop which i had been thinking for the past few nights was gone..! sigh... =(

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Gathering with the girls tmr..!! Yeah...!!

But got to wake up so early... (T_T)

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so many things to do...arg......

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i really love dogs a lot...

on the day when i fell badly on my knees, my neighbour's pet dog rushed out to greet me at my house door..it's very sweet..!! it wagged its tail when i patted it...and i'm glad tat it can still remember me..!! haha..

at tat point in time, the pain on my knees vanished...

hahaa...

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hmmm..busy day for me..

made classic lemon cheesecake today...probably i'm bit too greedy..over-addition of the lemon juice, and the cake turned out to be pretty sour.. =p

but well, gonna make another one again...i dun believe i can't make a good cake...
even though i will not be getting any support from anyone...
sigh...
at the most i shall eat up the whole cake...
until the cake's within my expectation...

a little disappointed with myself about the cake though...
=(

my dad's very nice...he gave pretty encouraging remarks..which i was pretty touched...but not for my two lovely brothers...they always have this phobia of trying the food which i make..and they will make the annoucement that they are scared of trying out my cooking..and tat's very hurting and discouraging...
=(

beside the recipe, i cook without any guidance from anyone..and i hardly cook...!! so u see..it'll take a long time for me to master it well...

but i realise something about some horoscope thingy...
scorpion guys seem to be very nice guys in this area - they r willing to try out food daringly and they are pretty encouraging...
one in my mind would be my dad.

haha..

went jogging after making a big mess in the kitchen..hahhaa..

and think i pushed myself too hard, tat exhaustion caused me to trip over over a miniature pit.
minor abrasion on both my knees...
and again, my left knee is more seriously abraised.. =(

and it's so embarrassing...i fell near a guy who was jogging along the same path as me.
this was very embarrassing..
thank goodness, i din fall in an ugly manner..so afterall, still a small relief.. :p
but, to uphold my dignity and pride, i juz continued running..until i reached home and started all the moaning...

(T_T) very painful...!!!!!

i'm BORED.

Oh well..boring day again..!

Again, went to lab today with HM..haa..lab lab lab....BORING... (-_-)

And we started doing footdrills along the lab corridor...LOL..hmm..gotten too bored..should have brought along a book to read or something like tat..

hhaa.. =p

Ohh..hopefully i manage to buy all the ingredients needed to make a cheesecake tomorrow...

ahhh..can't wait for saturday..!! going to have my hair permed...and i wonder wat kind of hairstyle i'm going to get...

and can't wait on sun....gathering with ZJ they all again...!! xmas gathering..! LOL...

can't wait on mon too...gathering with my attachment company's 2 close colleagues...

can't wait on tue (the xmas)....gathering with my family...and hopefully i can make some 'nice' food for them..whahaha...

can't wait on wed too..!! =D it's been a semester since the last gathering for a good chat and more catching-up session..

can't wait on fri....gathering with my jc class...it's been years since i last saw them....i never get to attend all the previous gathering..

n still waiting for a confirmation of a bbq session.....

aRG...i'm going to be broke...!!!

gonna establish my own "Saving Private M" fund.. :p

A few weeks ago, my first younger brother approached me for help in his poly fyp.
Was asked to have my voice recorded in his fyp, cos his project needed a female voice to read out some stuff...

it turned out well, and my brother's fyp group was selected among many to give a presentation of their project to some heavily metallic decorated air force officers.

hhaa..probably, the project's been pretty well-received..
and i've gotten a little gift from him.

TADA...!!! A big lollipop...!!!

WHAHHA...hmmm..actually, he did not buy it.

It's a gift from an anonymous girl to my bro.

and he placed this lollipop up in his bookshelf for a very long time..

and i've been eyeing this lollipop for a very long time...

and i've been asking him when he's going to eat up this lollipop before i decided on my own to eat that up for him, cos i find it a waste to leave it there untouched.

Maybe he really had no idea of what to get for me to show appreciation.

He probably decided to scarifice this lovely big lollipop to his lovely sister.

LOL

=)

Cos finally i can eat that lollipop up, after eyeing at it for so long....

and this is how big the lollipop is...

Hmmm..is it nice...?

Hmmm..it was nice initially...

After that, it was like.....................

a cat choked by a fishbone.

=p

hhaa...in fact, i really have no idea what i wanna him to get for me..haha..

but definitely, i hope that he could enrol into NTU for further studies.

then my parents will be relieved again.

ahh...can't wait for tue to end..i've a lot of things to do..a lot of shopping..wanna get a new bag..wanna get a new pair of jeans..wanna buy more feminine blouses...n wanna get my hair done with a different perm style..

and i can't wait to make cheese cake n sushi...i am prohibited to mess up the kitchen before my tcm basic theory exams.. =(

think one month of holiday is not enough for me..

my physical stamina's improved...finally..quite happy but still not so happy yet...

really really hope can slim down fast....

hmm, ya, think tat's all for today..nothing much to update openly..

ha..

Rainbow..!

cool..it's been quite some time..

hmm..been very busy with my fyp stuff..still have not gotten my hair trimmed and permed..wanna try a different kind of perm hair style..

life's been quite a bore.

n KH keeps teasing me fat..! Arg..! really wanna kill him sometimes..! but then again..ya la..me do kinda fat..but he keeps teasing me..as if he's trying to compare me with his gf.

thank goodness i still have quite a good tolerance and temper..

thanks to him, i'm more motivated to jog more.

but will remember him tat he often teases me fat.

but it doesn't mean tat i'm petty, it only means that i remember them by their own distinguished ways...hahaha.. =p

but most likely, when i get to work in the future, shall try attending those slimming sessions..besides jogging.

aiya..dun know la.

i juz hope that i could slim down as soon as possible...

i wanna wear dresses..i'm starting to get sick of wearing jeans..n jeans..n jeans... =(

yeah..finally can upload some of the photos..~!

in MOF cafe...

tried to put on make-up again...hhaa..got to learn putting up..need to prepare myself to present well for any interview..

Love this photo..the colour contrast's very interestingly unique
basically, used ZJ's new Canon digital camera..

A different way of pulicising something......which i have no idea what it really is...

Souvenirs bought from Japan...given by Jac..

Hmmmm...taken in ladies' toilets....

so you all know why a group of ladies can take so long in the toilet....

In Ah Chew Dessert Shop...

Ordered peanut paste...and found it not very delicious...only had a few spoons and asked for "da bao" home...

yeah..! BEST OF FRIENDS FOREVER~~!

Really glad to know this group of friends..!! Till now, i am still glad tat i'm lucky to know them for so many years...many times when we get together, we are like going back to secondary school life...

haha..hmm..in other words, we are influencing each other in any good way or another..

=)

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Today's weather's like a woman - troublesome n unpredictable. was able to push myself to go jog and it started to rain after 2km-jog...intended to have jogged more. ARG..!!

rain rain rain rain....

n my jogging plan's been delayed...

but at least felt better after jogging..

gathering with ZJ, HM, jac n sindy the whole day yesterday..it's been a very long time since i met them for gathering and catch-up sessions..

gotten a few souvenirs from sindy and jac after their trips to taiwan n japan respectively..so happy.. =)

went to have my eyebrows trimmed..hmm..liked it a lot..i look more neater and refreshed..haa..thanks to ZJ for the recommendation..!
and hopefully after having them trimmed, will improve my luck positively..e.g. getting a well-paid job..getting better grades..having better relationships with others..

not managed to upload photos which were taken with them yesterday..arg..think something's wrong with the blogger pic loader...

dun know what's wrong with myself last night..after coming back from the gathering, my mood's not very pleasant...paranoid's getting the nerve up on me...maybe i'm juz very stressed over perfecting the resume and really hope to have some relaxing chat or something like tat..anyway was totally not myself and extremely not very understanding last night...

but at least feel slightly better today after getting myself cry to sleep.
probably, still trying to get used to the new me..i guess..

anyway ANYWAY i will still be the happy cheerful girl when you all see me.. =))

really miss work...at least i feel more sane, secure and accomplished..the net income, i feel, is negative..arg..!!

WORK, PLEASE COMES TO ME..!!

MONEY, COMES EMBRACE N WORKSHIP ME...!!!

sometimes, i really dislike insecurity..it's getting the paranoid mode in me..
arg..!

and think getting stuck in the reactor room of 35 degree celcius, having "fun" with the anaerobic bacteria, is taking up the 21% air from my poor eleplant brain.. (T_T)

yeah..!! I've passed my human anatomy exam..!!! I'm so SO SO RELIEVED...!!!

tat's because on tat exam night, after taking the paper, i actually told my classmates that i had this very strong feeling that i might have to re-take the paper..cos i've found some difficulties in reading chinese words, and understanding it in some ways..and many questions turned out to b out of my predictions (i din study the topics related to those questions) . practically, i did those unexpected questions with my memory work of what i'd studied before in my jc biology and my sec sch physics theory..

but i'm so so relieved that i passed it..!! PHEW..!! =p

was really really very relieved..cos i was very depressed after taking tat paper..

tink it's one of my essays which helped me pull up my overall marks..tat's juz my thoughts.. =p

but still, learnt my lesson...not going to be so stubborn..of insisting to study the textbook solely.

oki..!! so i only have to prepare for my tcm basic theory..! yeah..!! feel super motivated now..!! and since i've borrowed the tcm basic theory's assignment book from a classmate, hopefully i can do extremely well for this paper to pull my overall examination grade..!

was very relieved...at least my mum din have to nag at me for this when i told her about my human anatomy exams results..haha..!!

Definitely learnt a lesson out of this experience..

BUT at least i feel a bit more confident that i could still do it without studying the assignment book, though i know the results for this paper are not exceptionally good.

=p

anyway, KANBATTE NA...!!!!! =)))

http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/products/mobilephones/overview/k770i?cc=sg&lc=en

hhaa...finally gotten a new phone..!! Sony Ericsson's K770i..!!

for only $28 with a student mobile plan..!!!

Love it soooo muchie...!!!!

I'm loving it...!!!!

=D

the phone specs are good, and it suits me a lot..!! haa..

the major credit has to go to S.O...haha..!! cos he recommended me to K-series if i wanna a camera phone..and it's really lucky tat by coincidence, the very first K-series phone which i saw was this model..!! hahha...me so happy happy...!!!

and basically, gotten so happy tat i rushed down to TM immediately..and like what HM said,"like the phone'll run away like tat."

i was really lucky..been stuck in a dilemma almost the whole morning..consulting a few frens over some phone models...and it's only until when S.O. approached me and I managed to get a few sony ericsson phone advices from him..hhaa..

So, here's to say a MEGA BIG THANK YOU to S.O...!! thank you thank you..!!! =D

and of course, a BIG THANK YOU to Santa Claus..!! haha..hmm..probably my call out to him's been answered..hmm..tat's how i feel..cos it's like after i've called out to him, and i got a very good deal..

haa..it's something like when u've lost something, u say a prayer to St.Anthony and very soon u'll find ur lost item..hmm..tat's what i heard from the Canossian sisters, and i heard it really works...

hmm..do correct me if i've remembered wrongly... =p

hee..so happy so happy..!! i love my phone and i love Singapore..! haa..

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Been advised by my parents to reduce the usage frequency and duration of my laptop.. (T_T)

basically, my house's electrical bills have steeped for this month.. =p

so, being the eldest, i've to set a good example to my younger brothers, tat their sister's trying to help the family to save electricity and money.

(T_T) actually i was kinda sad...cos i can't talk to my friends more often at night.. (T_T)

but sigh..it's getting more expensive to use electricity nowadays, probably to address the environmental problems...

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Watched today's 《致父亲母亲》...one of the characters is pregnant and in the show, she said tat her baby kicked her..

and tat made me wonder for an instant..n i asked my mum whether my brothers and i did kick her tummy too, and how frequent we kicked, and who kicked her tummy the most frequent..

apparently, she told me that she din bother to count.. (-_-)

a little disappointed with her answer, cos she din count how much we kicked her tummy..!! cos i'm trying to deduce my temporary hypothesis of whether the frequency of baby kicking the mother's tummy will reflect the level of naughtiness in a child.

obviously, my hypothesis have been thrown into the rubbish bin instantly.. =( so sad..

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love today...it's a good day for me today...got to register all my modules within a minute, got a new great phone and plan, dennis talked to me more over the msn, managed to run 2.4 km without the aftermath of any abdominal pain, feeling good about myself when i'm starting to develop my jogging habit and feeling tat i'm getting fitter and slimmer..

hmmm..good day good day...

juz hope tomorrow'll be a good day for me too...

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super bored...not tat i've nothing to do...

=((

读了今天的《早报周刊》。。。

读了今天吴淡如的专栏《小承若就值得了爱》。。。

对她写的这段，不知为什么，感触良多。。

“她和他是初恋情人，两人谈了8年恋爱。从18岁到26岁。初恋情人常常是缘分最被辜负的情人。总有许多莫名其妙的误会，有些不该随意说出的赌气话，有时还有一些不知道为什么会失控的心猿一马，还有一些对于爱情过度的索求或要求完美爱情的想象，使得年少激情随着时光消磨 尽。。。

其实，不是那个人不适合她（或他)，只是他太早出现了，而她尚未成熟，还没有安稳于一份感情。。。”

没有再写下去了。。。
主要是因为我打这几个华文字，已经太累了。

Probably only those who had been in their first romantic relationship could truly understand this paragraph...

outing with YS, YJ, DLY and W for bowling and movie..

my bowling's bad..so i shan't not talk about it..haha..

hmm..watched "30 days of Night" in Vivo..hmm..it's an adaptation of the "30 Days of Night" novel...

"30 Days of Night" synopsis:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/30_Days_of_Night_%28film%29

lots of gruesome scenes, with all the background torturous screeching screams of the vampires and the victims...and DLY's soooooo scaredd.....WHAHAHAHAH..

hmm..basically, i can't say it's a good show..

probably the director's trying hard to protray a group of contemporary vampires.
These vampires are civilised - their dress code is office wear..casual office wear...and i start to wonder if they do set up a "Civilised Undead Pte Ltd" company..

and the dialogues are ..... so (-_-)

the story transition is bad - especially for its ending when the vampires suddenly disappeared from nowhere.

the movie's concept of vampires has much originality. Chopping off their heads, sucking people's blood in the same way, unusual great physical strength, speaking of some unknown ancient language which i am wondering whether it is the language of Transylvanian. Movie ends with the pair of lovers (one's human and the other's a vampire).

if you all wanna know more about Bram Stoker's "Dracula" novel and the movie, you could go here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dracula (this is the novel)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bram_Stoker%27s_Dracula (and this's the movie)

The history of Dracula is pretty interesting. Highly recommend. and you'll come across this famous vampire-hunter - Van Helsing.

haa.basically, i got to study a little about Bram Stoker's "Dracula" novel for one of General Electives literature modules..so probably that's why i find the movie pretty dull.

ok, so if you wanna watch a movie with substance, you are looking for strong concept-based movie,
I give this movie 3/10. (cos I can't bear to demoralise the director more, otherwise i'll give it a 0/10.)

And if you wanna to watch a movie with the girl whom you like and wanna her to subconsciously stay super close to you,
I give this movie 8/10. =D

But if you juz wanna squander that 9.50 bucks,

I give this movie 10/10...!!!

=DD

Ah...so nervous...

Human anatomy paper later in the evening... AHHH..evening..i dislike taking paper in the evening..i have the tendency to experience the "after-dinner nappy" syndrome...

pretty nervous..taking a big risk...stubbornly decline any help from the assignment book (which all my classmates bought - it's like a "O" and "A" lvl ten-yrs series)...

=x

=x

=x

nervous nervous..hope can do the paper well, juz plainly from my memory...


somehow, it's like.....

trying to squeeze an elephant inside my mini cooper..and habouring the ambition to run like a ferrari.