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To this person:

i have decided. To end this whole thing.
Total no contact to be heard from me.

Any further knowledge of this person will only push me to the edge of the cliff.

very soon, i'm starting to shut down this blogging website.
if this person persists on.

i dun care whether i still have any more media to vent out my problems.
as long as i'm out of this matter, completely.

Thought it's all over.

but it's not.

i'm tired.
i'm irritated.
i'm totally pissed.

Already deemed to be a total failure and a total sinner.
why still irritate me with such over-doing persistence?

if this person continues to persist in a total inappropriate and irrespectable way, i only wanna push myself to the edge.

you have overdone it.

feel like consulting a psychiatist.
give me pills.
pills to put me to sleep.

i feel i could no longer take all those irritated persisted messages.

i have met the phantom.

Leave me, Erik.
Dun come find me.
Dun come contact me.
Every step you put forward, every step i put forward to the edge.

i feel i am like the protagonist of the king of the castle.
persisted by someone who seems to be looking forward to the death of protagonist.
i fear for his ending.
for he is dead, and the killer smiles.

dun force me to reveal who this person is, in this blog.

i have reasons for cutting all contacts.
dun ask.
dun pester me to ask.
please.

dun force me say the most cruel thing to you.
dun force me say the most cruel phrase i ever am forced to say.

i hope you can understand, and stop trying all means to contact me.
Stop trying to explaining to me that this is all a misunderstanding.

this time, i really have enough.