still aching.

real bad..

to the extent, i feel like crying. had not collected the shares from the rest. Sometimes, i really hate handling all these money issues. money this kind of thing really kills.

tried to eat little today. stomach ended up groaning badly.

sian.

but tink i have to learn how to handle such emotion. if in the future i were to earn big money, i have to learn how to handle big loss. in the future, 75 bucks of loss may be deemed to be relatively small loss if were to earn big.

tink i have 2 less students now. they have not called me yet to start lesson. in fact i feel more relieved now, cos at least i feel i can focus more on my other 3 students.

my TCM is going to start soon. starting to feel nervous.

feeling very paranoid and stressful. but also no one to talk to. then again, i might be feeling lazy to open my mouth and talk.

work in office's been busy. suddenly i feel so involved in so many projects again..

stuck in one project. stupid. and my desk is messed up with all the documents.

Photos taken two weeks back:

Guess where these are taken? they were all taken on the HDB flats' rooftop..!! went up legally to check water tanks. hahaha..!!! cool cool..

show one more photo of me on the rooftop next time.