omg..can't believe myself..again..haa..

me very tired today..

studied the whole day, but not very productive..sigh..

Bought a new handphone pouch today..cos the one which he gave it to me had spoilt.. sigh..
ya..maybe it's trying to tell me to change le..

REcently been on a spending spree, which i've no idea whether it is a good thing or not. First bought my laptop, next my handphone pouch, next food food food, etc...
Dun know what's wrong with me recently..things seem to be spoiling after the break-up.

I need to change my frameless spectacles soon. One of the lens are quite badky scratched and seem to be disturbing my eyesight. So recently been wearing the other spectacles. Not tat i wan look nerdy, but yup..hhaa..

Anyway sth funny happened today..

I was studying in BK today, in my new fav place. As usual, i'll go buy some drinks from the counter. as usual, i saw the same working staff there. So there's this one working guy staff who always works during that shift. So he's the one who took my order today. Think he is younger than me, still got a bit of the boyish look. But the thing is, he looks a bit like shaun, the one who used to be in my zone. haha.. =p

BUt, one funny thing is that he thought i was a student, taking 'O' level papers..

AHHHH....hhhaa..OMG...!!!

I've been mistaken to be a 16 yr old girl..!!! hahaaaa...i can't believe i can look tat young..
hhahaa..

Wat's funny next is that he looked kinda surprised..haha..shocked that i dun look an university student..shocked that i dun look as old as i am...

HHAAAAAAAHHAA...I find it very amusing...hahaaa..

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Someone writes this:

"...in some relationships, the harder u work, chase and cherish, the more she tries to run away. Plain knowing that u will never be far off but will keep u at an arm's length jus to be sure. Taunting u with her absurb antics jus so u will keep up with her erratic movements. Its so near yet so far. Pacing herself so precisely. Perseverance is the only thing u have in mind. Always believing that by kicking up ur effort level by a notch or two might close the gap. With time it gets tiring when u see no returns or even any signs of encouragements. Ur energy dwindles with ur extinguishing hope. U begin to settle down, hoping to recuperate whats left of that battered heart of urs, thinking that giving up and moving on might perhaps be the most logical and merciful decision for urself now. But it's really uncanny that she would then detect that dying pulse of ur heart like a cardiologist almost everytime and begins nearing u when u least expect it. Subjecting u to her relentless but subtle psychological seductions. Sparking new hope and energy into you jus to lead u into that viscious cycle, only to be tortured again and again. Clearly we know that's what might be awaiting us, but we will jus submit to it like a moth jetting towards an open flame. Its really painful but we will jus go head on. We are not masochistic, jus plainly in love...Stupid as stupid gets, but its jus sad to say that an honest man steadfast in love with perhaps the wrong person is like a sitting duck out in an open battle field, jus waiting to be killed. Its really maddening but certainly happening. Will we choose to give up then or will we not and jus decide to persevere on? I really dunno. On one hand, we can think that we might perish most probably and giving up is the most logical thing to do, but we probably might think that perhaps we can or will be that very last man standing after the end of the battle, emerging victorious after all. Battered but worthwhile...

Only God and she knows..."

Sigh.