Went to catch this movie "Zohan" with a friend.

A funny show. Full of dirty jokes and some of them are sarcastic and hmmm..pretty politics liberal.

Guess this is America. Freedom of expression.

"God bless America" as the saying goes.

and if wasn't for my friend' correction, i would still have the tendency to put Adam Sandler and Ben Stiller to be of the same actor. hahaa...to me, both of them look kinda alike.

I would give this movie 7 out of 10. you can juz step into the cinema, watching this show brainless.

Hmm..my next possible movie which i wanna watch - "10 promises made to the dog" (something like tat)...watched the trailer and the puppy is super cute.....

but i still prefer siberian husky to golden retriever. =p

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and oh ya..! Heeee..was thrilled when my this friend was generous to have shared with me a book which he has read..!! =D yeah..! was happy to have received the book..!!! yeahhh...!!

Realised that i was caught up for an answer when he asked me about what i do during my free time. It's a simple question to many of you, but i realised that i couldn't answer it properly.

It juz striked me kinda dumbfounded when i realised that i have lost the definition of "free time".

Cos i always have things to do. And i dun know whether those should be considered to be my free-time programmes.

"Free time" these two words seem to have lost its footing in my mind.

Got this from the event "Singapore International Water Week". =))))

Love this little soft toy..er..guess this is my one little birthday gift..(a soft toy again).

=p

Wanna a bigger version of this mascot..haha..then in the future, i have a whole series of this mascot of gradual increasing size.

hahaa.. =p

But gotten myself very tired...considering to get a car..but before getting one, i need to take driving lessons first..hhaa...but anyway, juz a plan which suddenly comes across my mind.

tired tired tired tired...

mentally tired.

n like wat ZJ told me, i have been stressing myself too much.

I kinda miss my cliques now.. (T_T)

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haha..my bro's back from the little sunny island..!!

hahahaa...he looks so......dark (kinda as dark as QL's skin complexion)...n he looks so.........botak.........

hahhaahaa...keep touching his botak head whenever i see him....hahahhahahaha...it's my first time seeing my bro in such fashionable hairstyle, man....whahhahahaha...

once he called home. and i did a little phone prank on him by imitating my mum's tone over the phone..hahaha..n he really fell into my trap and addressed me "mummy"...and i kept giggling over the phone after he called me "mummy".

WHAhAHAHHAhAhaha...

or maybe he juz wanna be nice and entertained me for the sake of entertaining me? =p

Spent my birthday with work.

Started off well with all the wishes from my frens - thank you, ppl..!! I love ya all..!! haha.. =D

Once work started, things did not seem to go well for me. Forgot to bring my security pass and ended up rushing back home, and grabbing a cab to get to suntec after getting my pass. =(

Got kinda tired at the end of the day. Almost on the verge of tears while waiting for a bus to get home. Met my neighbour at the flat's void deck and gave him my most silliest smile (was too tired to give a proper smile).

The day ended with self-procasination and fatigue.

OKi, shall stop writing now. Work later.

Taken in Sheraton Towers Hotel.

Went for dinner session with YS and YJ on wed..hahaa..and they gave me these..!! =D


Love the card. It may appear to be simple, but i love the message which each of them wrote in it. It's gonna to be a great souvenir and sentimental gift. =)

Thanks, YS and YJ..!! I love the gifts..! =)

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Managed to drag myself to city hall just now. the heat of the day has been torturing me and i basically slept almost the day, partially due to headache which i've been experiencing the whole afternoon.

Anyway, as usual, went to hmv to check out for any new jazz album. have come across 2 interesting artistes - Chris Botti and Emi Fugita. The one who interests me most would be Emi Fugita.

So bought this album.

Love this album. Hmm..i would have to say it's different from his previous albums. In this album, it comprises of latino music. Worth the investment. =)

Rushed to esplanade to catch the performance and noticed that there's a performance going on in its concourse.

These 3 guys played their guitars pretty well. and they interacted with the audience well. Din finish watching the whole performance though.

I give this performance 8 out of 10. It's so so much better and technically challenging than "Continuum" (the one which I watched last week).

And there was a larger crowd of audience.

Basically it's a contemporary style of the classic ballet dance "Swan Lake". All the dancers are superb in their foundation and their ballet skills..!!! I was in total awe..especially the way they flap their arms, and their every leg movement..their every flexibility...agility with spices of gracefulness...it's worth the money to step into the threatre and watch them dance. I love this show. =)

when i reached home, i tried flapping my arms like what the dancers did (the way they flapped their arms was extremely fast, yet flexible). hahahaha..it's a total disaster for me. Those dancers flapped like real swans and i flapped as if the swan had suffered from multiple dislocations on its pair of wings.

Okay, please dun try to imagine how i flapped my arms. It's gonna be a disaster sight.

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DLY forgot my bday date completely. Msged me last night to wish me happy bday. hahaha..i was like "wat the...this's the earliest bday wish i have ever received"...haha..

and oki sure, DLY, i will forget that 2-days-in-advanced bday wish.

=p

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Was quite surprised that this friend asked me to sing ktv with his frens..Din expect the invitation cos he looks quite fierce and unfriendly to me..whahaha..

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hHaa...WJ, one of my frens from my wushu clique, is going to my alma mater (SAC!) for her teaching attachment..!! I'm so thrilled...!!! And hahaa...reassured her that she'll be coming to a sch with lovely girls who can do the sweetest things for their teachers and frens...!! hahaha...

i believe it'll be a wonderful teaching experience for her. =)

i only hope that the quality of the girls hasn't deteriorated much since the day of my graduation from there.. =p

i am still loving SAC..it's where i met my 4 good frens (ZJ, Jac, Sindy n HM), it's where i learnt more about my potentials, where i discovered what i wanted to achieve in life, where I fought for my goals, where i met all the lovely and hilarious teachers (mrs H, mdm C, mr Q, mr R, sister C, sister J etc), where i learnt to start developing myself constantly to be a better person, where i developed to possess open-mindedness which could make my mum faint at times.

I love SAC... =)))))

Been a very tiring week.

Been experiencing fainting spells each time when i reached home from work, especially last night after my gathering with ZJ they all.

Guess it's the mental fatigue. probably i've been putting a lot of pressure upon myself - to perform well, learn fast and abundant.

Need to pull up my socks in my work, in my tcm stuff. realise that i've made wrong diagnosis, but was told that it's a common mistake for a 1st yr tcm student. =(

And i need to memorise the first 3-mins dance steps, to prepare for my company department's event. Performing in place of my colleague which will be overseas on tat date. And i realise myself i've pretty poor sense of orientation. hahhaa..get very easily confused with all the swirling and turning of the hands and body. hahhahhaa.. =p

Going to attend a dance performance "Amjad" later in esplanade. =) Can't wait.

Met up with ZJ they all last night. Missed the dinner session and thank goodness, i could still meet up with them for coffee session in PS's starbucks. =)
Can't wait to meet up with them soon again.

It's been a hectic week. Probably i'm still adapting to an environment which i feel there's a need to place myself in an alert mode throughout the entire working hours.

Next week's going to be another hectic one for me. *GASP*

It's only the 2nd day of work and I'm already feeling the stress level and the high expectation within me. And i'm already feeling the physical toll.

*GASP*

Don't know whether it is the expectation which others place upon me or i place upon myself.

Nevertheless, it's a chance which i'm treasuring it.

hmm..i would say i'm not alone as i have another classmate who enters the same department as me, though we are allocated to different divisions. At least i'm not alone of being "new".

Still trying my best to adjust my mentality to the fullness. Keep telling myself that i'm no longer an attachment student, but an employee who will be performance-rated.

Yeah..meeting the YS clique for dinner tmr evening..! =)

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Somehow i can't really feel the birthday mood. still need to work on my birthday as there'll be a very big event coming. So i can't utilise the birthday leave which is entitled.

tink i even might have the tendency to forget that i've a birthday next mon...hahahhaha...

To be optimistic, it's a big event which commences on my birthday. So haha..i've this great positive feeling that it's going to be a great day, even if i were to celebrate this day alone/quietly (i dun really wanna my colleagues to know as i dun wanna give them any unnecessary pressure to get me a gift).

oki, gonna go now..

i'm fatigue.

YEAH~!

My parents bought a plasma TV today from the last day of PC fair..!!!!

YEAHHHHH....!!!

I've a new tv to watch..!!!
And I dun have to worry about any tv hiccups..!! and I dun have to worry that i've no entertainment if the old tv were to break down while my parents were away..!!!

YEAH...!!

YEAH..!!!!!!!!!

I'm THRILLED..!! I'm simply wholly exuberant with the new tv...!!

TV...TV..TV...La la la...!!! (i'm singing here, so probably u could try to catch the rhyme.)

=) It's a great birthday gift for me. hahahhahaa...

(I love watching tv programmes.)

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Tmr's my very first day of work.

And I'm feeling a sudden rush of adrenaline, anxiety, excitement, worries, great motivational drive etc.

A total mixture of feelings. ARG.

A sudden uncertainty suddenly awaits me.

*GASP*

OH my gosh, think i'm going to have hyper-ventilation..

MEDIC..!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JAC~~!!!

=D

Happy birthday..!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..!! (^^)

Spent half a day in City Hall - marina square and esplanade.

Met my tpjc classmate, who was my crush during my 3 months of study there, in city link...hmm..a crush whom i've never mentioned to any of my friends at all..hmm..guess he's considered the first one whom i feel he meets my criteria..but oh well, at that time, even though we were in the same class, we din get to talk at all. i had felt adequately not confident of talking to him. he's from a relatively good sch..and arg...basically i was always avoiding him all the time...hahhaha...anyway din keep in contact at all, since both of us eventually studied in a different sch (he went to vjc).

hhahaha...thank goodness, my dress code for today was relatively presentable.. (phew)..but sigh, din get to talk to him...oh well, guess it's just fate...

Enjoyed a day of being with myself. Went to marina sqaure's coffee club cafe and had a mochaccino and a slice of fruity tiramisu. The service is great and it's my first experience to have a waiter asking me of how my reading had been going (i was reading there) when he was cleaning up the table where i sat.

The day ended with the dance performance produced by the Singapore Dance Threatre.

hmmm...generally it was alright......out of 10, i could only give it 6 or 7...

i was pretty disappointed by its opening performance. the dance was divided into 3 parts, each designed by a different choreographer.

all i could say about its opening performance - it's a disaster. the synopsis had a brillant theme but the choreography was not as impressive as its intended theme. There was no connection between the dancers and the music, between the dance and the audience.

Its second part of the performance was relatively better. The setting was clean, bright and simple. But then again, there were still signs of relatively poor synchronisation among the dancers.

The last part was fantastic and it is my most favourite part of this performace. The arrangement of the lightings was great - the focus on each pair of dancers was distinguishing and produced a smooth start and finishing. The dance choreography was neat, focused, organised and (alas..!) synchronised..! The spatial setting created by the lightings was, to me, beautiful..the dance movement was dynamic, challenging yet brings out its gracefulness distinctively. And this part was the only one which i felt there was a deeper connection between the dancers and the music, as well as between the dance and the audience.

Generally, i see a stronger element of individuality in the performance, rather than a strong team spirit. Individually, the dancers have pretty good and strong basic dance foundation - their postures are good and they have great physical flexibility. however, it just seems to me that the synchronisation was kinda disappointing - i actually got pretty confused at several points of the performance, wondering whether they were supposedly to be dancing together with the same movement..

i consider myself to be a dance noob - i dun dance ballet..nor i have any dancing foundation..but it's how the performance connects with me which affects my personal opinions of this performance.

currently, "Aware" still tops my list.

A place where i call it a "holiday resort". Or probably some would love to call it a "prison break".

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It's the second time when i visited the little island of "Rambo" transformation.

A few changes have been made to how the tour is conducted. Hmm..i would say the system's more transparent and hahhaa..definitely an enjoyable trip...cos a lot of guys to look at...

OMG..WHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA...

There goes my brother. Well, I will have to wait for a few more years before visiting the island for a mini tour again.

Boys of today. Men of tomorrow.

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Yeah..can't wait for later's event..!! Going to esplanade to catch my very first birthday gift..! =D

"Continuum" by the Singapore Dance Threatre.

Hope it's going to be a great performance..!!

OOoOooO..can't wait..can't wait...can't wait..!!

But before that, i need to go for the pc fair..need to get a plasma tv urgently... (-___-)

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Caught a short glimpse of this week's episode of a reality show "The Contender".

And someone familiar caught my eyes, by chance. hahaa..i'm quite surprised that this friend does go for such show....

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Went to catch a movie with YS and a few of the ENE guys yesterday..

"The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian"

Like the movie..the orchestra music is beautiful...and the shootings of the scenery is spectacular and magnificent...kinda induces me to travel and breathe the air of the nature in Central Europe..

Prince Caspian looks alright to me...doesn't really attract me as what he has to my lady frens who have watched it..i prefer Peter Pevensie to Prince Caspian. hahaha...

Following that, went over to have a steamboat dinner with another clique. Lost the steamboat battle to my friend..ARG.... =p

Was so filled that i slept immediately after washing up.

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My bro is going to be a real man tmr..haha..this will be the second time when i am going there again...

wonder how the taste of the lunch will be like..LOL.. =p

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Hhaa...and oh ya..! My parents brought the 3 of us (The Band of Bunnies) to Turf City's Ah Yi Restaurant for tim-sum buffet..!!!

SOOOOoOOo HHAAPPPPpyYYyY~!

In fact, if the staff speaks cantonese, tat'll be perfect. Feel at home..hahhaa.. =p

Thought that my parents wanted to get me a puppy when they suggested of going over to a dogs' hotel (or hostel) after the buffet. =(
Made me happy for nothing. =p

But it's okay. Will get myself a siberian husky puppy when i'm more financially capable. (^^)
that'll be a gift from heaven~! ahh..the thought of it makes me feel so excited now....

Met up with my 4 good friends over in ZJ's house..!! =D

haha..and voila..! Met Chris there..! haha..!

Had a chit-chat session..and musing over the old sec sch photos which ZJ still keeps them ...and dear dear me, she has a photo of both of us when we were sec 1/2.. and (O_o) i looked totally amazed by how i looked in the past.

It's an exclusive premiere.

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This is the 10th friendship year for 5 of us.

=)

I've realised that there is an intriguing element about relationship. Any kind of relationship, i mean.
No matter how the world is changing, how people around us change, how feelings change, relationship doesn't change.

I hope this friendship will still be going on strong, no matter how the world evolves around us or how we evolve around the world.

Sometimes being a philanthropist, even for a little while, enourages me to be an optimist. =)

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i'm watching a chick-flick serial drama. And i'm falling in love with it.

GOSH..! What's going on with me?

AND I'M SPENDING CENTURIAL MINS WRITING THIS BLOG~! (o_x)

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Hmm..i'm kinda contemplating whether i should get an english name for myself and use it for life.

HMM.

=( something's wrong with my phone...or the usb port... =(

Yeah..! singing ktv with Sindy n jac tmr..but meeting ZJ and HM as well for dinner..!!! can't wait to see all of them..!!!

Been buying a lot of stuff...a lot un-related to my working attire..

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Carried out my second round of spring-cleaning of my room.

Realised that i've kept countless number of hidden items..and again, brought back a lot of memories..
And once again, have them kept in a box which is stored at the darkest corner of my house's storeroom.

To tell myself - it's time to move on.

This time, with bigger steps. So that even if i were to look backwards in the future, i'll only greet these memories with a smile. No longer with tears and hard liqour.

A smile which treasures and always remembers the sweetest thing and only the sweetest thing. And a smile to greet the future and everyone around me.

Guess i've done a complete love funeral today.

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First time i've seen my room to be filled with books and little paper. All my jc and uni notes have been cleared entirely and are awaiting for the recycling company to give them the opportunity to contribute to the society once again.

haha..

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Somehow i kinda miss everyone in NTU.....

Bought myself a ticket each to these 2 dance performances.. =) so happy..!! haha..it's a little gift for my this year's birthday. Last year's an excellent seat to watch "The Phantom of the Opera". Hhaa..this year's 2 tickets..!!! Hmm..but the seats aren't as good...

but wat's funny i found out was that the officer at the sistic counter sounded surprised when i told her that i'm only getting a ticket, instead of 2 which she initially thought. hmm..what's wrong with one person going for such performance alone? For me, i've kinda used to such lifestyle.

haha..anyway these are the 2 dance performances.

"Continuum" by Singapore Dance Theatre

And "Amjad" by La La La Human Steps

Going to tell my parents about myself more. I feel the need to let them know that I've such indulgence and that I am a mild loner now. Their daughter who has no problem in leading a lifestyle as a mild loner.

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It's been a meeting-old-frens day today (Saturday).

Met YJ (hmm, oki, she's not considered my old fren..haha) in bugis. hahaa..and what's funny was that we stayed silence for a moment. haha..guess both of us were too surprised to see each other at such a place. hahaha.. =p

Next, met Fiona, who was from my sec 1's and 2's class, in marina square's swenson when i was meeting up with soon eng for dinner and bowling. haha..and she still remembered my name..!! omg..!! haha..i'm so so glad to have met her again..!!! haha..!!

And last but not least, haha..i met JF, who was my pri sch classmate from pri 2 to 6, in the bowling centre...!! haha..and i met his gf too..!! haha..i was thrilled to have met them again..!! it's been a super long time since i met them..!! and hhaa..noticed that JF has changed to the better in his looks..haha..but his love to his gf remains sweet and strong..haha..i'm glad to see them to stay loving for so long.. =)

But din manage to talk to JF much. It's not convenient to catch up in the bowling centre where i've a game to catch. hahaha.. =p

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Was in Tampines on friday. Finally had time to go back to starbucks and have a slice of oreo cheesecake and a cup of hot cafe latte.

=) i'm loving the feel of being silent at that moment. Reading my stuff and again, doing self-reflections.

On my way to the bus interchange, i came across this street artist.

From what you've seen from the pictures, yup, the only tools which he used to create these paintings are sprays of different colours and a pan brush (a tool purposedly used for oil painting).

I'm on my way.

Have my blog's music background changed..

back to Corrinne May's "On My Way".

And yup, I'm on my way.

Starting work on 16th june, as an engineer.

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Like what i've mentioned, a new phase of life will be welcoming me.

Going to be a wonder-woman..ahhaa..cos very soon, simultaneously, i will be working, studying my tcm course, hanging out with friends, taking care of my youngest bro and taking charge of my household matters.

QL asked me once whether I can be really that tough, whether i can handle so many things at one go.. and he doubted my answer when i said immediately "yes i can" with sheer confidence.

Haa..guess this is the opportunity for me to prove his doubt wrong. =p

Memories found in the pile of notes, notes and notes

As mentioned before, these are the few things which i've found in that big pile of notes...haa..

hahha..oki, know who this man is?

Yup, it's my favourite artist - Leonardo da Vinci.

The first man whom I fall in love at first sight.

The first man who inspires me to set my life goal of who i wanna myself to be - an all-rounder.

Right from secondary 2 onwards, he's been my model of inspiration and motivation. =)

I love him a lot. =)

TADA~! haha..surprise surprise surprise..!!! =D

yup, i am still keeping it. =)

Who drew this...? hmm..i can't really remember..but from the way it was drawn, i guess it could be HM and the borders were decorated by ZJ..hahaha..

Look at all of us...we look so so so adorable~~especially me.. =)

whahahaha..!!

Hmmm..an essay which I've kept...if i had not remembered wrongly, it's my first chinese essay in sec 3 when i fulfilled my goal of being able to study triple sciences.

So, the title of this essay was 《这一天我乐坏了》. haha.keeping it not cos that i had gotten 36 out of 40..but it's because i wrote a true-life narration of me receiving the results and realising that i finally got to study triple sciences. The very first step to fulfil my dream of becoming a doctor. And tat's when my self-confidence and self-belief started to build up more.

So haha..i think ZJ they all could still remember how dramatic that day was when i received my results. hahaha..

A picture drawn by one of my jc classmates - Diana. Could still remember that she loves anime a lot and would always be drawing such pictures whenever she had the opportunity to. During lectures, during tutorials, during breaks...i remembered that i loved watching her draw these pictures. the pictures were very simple but i like her drawing style. =)

She drew this specially for me. I used to be my jc's wushu as my cca and sword is my favourite weapon. haha..

Hmm..where is she now? She's also fulfilling her dream of becoming a doctor. Studying medicine in United Kingdom (hmm..if i din remember wrongly)..haha..this is cool, 2 future western med doctors (dev n diana) and 1 future eastern med doctor..haha..my jc classmates do not need to fear about their health at all..hahaha..

The last 2 pictures were drawn by dennis. Realised that i still keep it and yup, i'll still keep it juz as a form of souvenir. Hmm..still remember that tat was how i showed my love for him..tried to keep every single thing which could remind me of him. So for these two pictures, he drew them for wushu and i even asked him to photocopy these 2 juz for me. haha..so hmm..as for now, hmm..i juz smile it off...

hmmm..all these things...brought back many memories...evoked many self-reflections...

Received my results and it's a relief to me. Finally I can graduate from this school by this semester..! PHEW..... =D

so to celebrate my early-bird graduation, i started all my "spring-cleaning". Threw away all the notes which i've kept since my jc years. it's a one big pile....

and

there i've found many hidden memories -sec sch...jc... and while i was packing up, a lot of thoughts and self-reflections were going through my head.

I shall upload the photos of these hidden memories on another time.

Hopefully by today (Friday), everything will be even clearer than today. And I am going to embark on a new phase of life. Hopefully could share with all of you by tonight (if i'm free).

And probably a new mantou will be retrieved from the steaming wok...

haha..oki, tat's lame... =p

So, stay tuned. =)

Went to catch a movie yesterday..

yup, this is the movie - a M18 movie.

haha...

well, basically it's a romantic comedy, another chick flick. Like the whole show and definitely will recommend all ladies to watch this movie. hmm..as for guys, if you all would like to find out what today's women are thinking, this could probably be an excellent channel. Well, i kinda teared when some opinions voiced by these 4 ladies kinda hit me.

Marriage..love...and yup, that.

Well, ladies, you will love this movie. Trust me. =)

Love Big in the movie. I could say he fits almost all my criteria of my ideal man, in every aspect(besides tat he's a runaway bridegroom -tat, he's a jerk). =)

But seriously, which kind of guy in the world will still write love letters for the girl whom he loves?

And somehow, i juz teared myself to sleep last night. Was reminded about something.
you know,
if only he could be like Big...............

haiz. never mind.

the ending will never happen to me.

The movie ends with this,

"the best label a woman can wear is love."

It's something which i want to wear again, but it's something which i have the phobia of wearing it.

finally have the time to settle down to blog. A little.

Been very ambitious in fulfilling my post-exam agenda..

And nope, i din go drink (tat's never included in my agenda at all)...haha..i dun drink for no good reasons...anyway i dun wanna drink so much, especially hard liqour. Firstly, not good for my liver and kidney. Secondly, i can't find any reasons of getting myself drunk. The first 2 sessions were just cos of the same old problem which i had not let go totally. But as for now, I've kinda let go of it totally. So whenever I'm reminded, I only sigh now. I will not go and drink for such reason anymore. hahhaha.. =p
So no worry, guys..many of u have been advising me not to drink so much. So yup, i heed all of your advices. =) thanks a lot...

but, i still stick to my beloved wine and a little winny bit of beer. =p

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Received sad news from WM. She'll be quitting this tcm course... (T_T) and will be flying off to taiwan....for 3 years....

(T_T)

I'm very upset...she'll not be sitting next to me anymore - can't talk when i'm bored; can't get any wacking when i doze off during lessons; can't help me sign on the attendance sheet when i can't make it for lessons...

(T_T)

it's only one year..and another will be leaving this course soon...

6 more years to go...and i dun know how many more of my classmates can complete the whole course..

My 2nd year in tcm course will be embarking soon, in a month's time. And it'll be worse than what I studied in my first year. 3 modules.
1. Biology (in chinese)
2. Acupuncture
3. Herbs

All of great weights. and next semester, it will be 4 hours per lesson, instead of 3 hrs. so which means i've to rush down immediately from work for lessons. and at the most i need to have my dinner settled while attending the lessons.

1 year down. 6 more years to go. JIAYOU, MANTOU..!!! YOU ARE GOING TO BE THE NEXT DA CHANG JIN...!!!!

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